this tiny me in a large big world

the life after 'A's

2006-11-27T10:02:00.000-08:00

'A's has finally come to an end.the two years in aj were enriching.got myself enlightened on lotsa stuff.learnt so many new things.made new friends.studied hell lot.all for the sake of the papers that were over in a period of about two weeks.

what's next?

currently still unemployed, waiting for responses frm both recruit express and kelly svcs.but i guess it's alright,im still enjoying my life.

shopped.gathering with old friends.ecp.karaoke.exercise.been doing all these thinga daily sicne last mon.yeah guess i need to dedicate some time to my family.been hearing loads of stories abt diseases and missing cases and deaths.yeah we really ought to cherish those close to us.i fear death.and i believe many do.why do we always regret only when we are on the brink of death?all the things that we've always wanted to do, the words that we have nv ever mentioned to our loved ones.if only life will never come to an end.if only everyone is born with a kind heart and not do evil things.

anw.spent alot these days.oh man i need to start savingg.

im too tired to blog.haha i wonder if many still have a diary now that blogs seem to have replaced diaries.anw, i still do keep a diary.i dont know, blogs are often used by people to exclaim their dislikes for certain people, behaviours etc.and it hurts.diaries are just there for you to share ur dislikes too, but it aint hurting.

whatever.dec's approaching and that means prom is arnd the corner!hope it'll a fun and polka dotsy day./

the end of prelims

2006-09-26T17:42:00.000-07:00

yeah.actually prelims ended last thurs.and i slacked loads after all.yay got my rightful rest.after de prelims.i went town with gin.oli.feli.delfine.we ate at pasta mania and watched the banquet.well.its okay only larh.well.don't think zhang ziyi can act very well though.i like the song!so sad.and its a sad movie.after all.we window-shopped....then went home.

met up with qy.xw.josh.lest.jy and caryn on friday.haha my sec 4 clique + caryn.haha cors we wanted to play bball in the morn and she wanted to too.so i asked her to join us lorh.i wna play tennis!bud we were short of racquets.played bball..it's been so long!tried to play bridge, but after one game,well, we got sick of it.played more bball.whichever team i joined keep losing.oh man hao dao mei.must be my fault.had lunch and went home to bathe.hahas caryn went to my house and waited for a really really long time fer me to get ready.oh man really pai seh to make her wait.den she went off to meet shawn, while i met the rest of the clique again.haha.n guess what.we went town again!haha this time round.we shopped frm dhoby ghaut till far east.yay!got chided for being so late.so well.i got shoes frm mphosis,while jy got a shirt frm esprit.really walked alot.settled for dinner at scotts food court.ate at lerk thai.by then, only four of us were left.and we ordered one set meal each.so de table was kinda piled up with the food.since each set consists of the dish,the rice,the soup and a drink.bud its nice.so spicy man.caught up with one another about our lives.and then i got home at 9+.yay cant wait to meet them again.and anw.these blunt pple told me i have a receding hairline.yeah im now deciding whether to cut my hair so i need not tie it up so i wunt have a receding hairline.or get this treatment thing that works like yun nam.ew.i dun wna be chai-seng no. 2.

saturday.met up with qy xw n sh.shopping at bugis!i got a nice embroided skull tee-shirt at the black rose.i love embroided shirts.haha been trying to find and now.i found it!

body was still aching frm bball and shopping the prev day.im getting old.

sunday was a day of rest.read newspp bud went out with sisters to tp.ate at crystal jade for high tea and the best thing is i dont have to pay.de hor fun is nice.haha it might sound like some zi char food but it's not!costs twice the price of a wanton mee and its sumptuous!finger-licking good!it's some egg.prawn hor fun.definitely not the kind u find in zi char stalls.

and hady's the new idol!yay.i love his rendition of "you give me wings." yes.i really felt that i could fly.

got back some results.hasnt seen my gp pps bud i know its gna be bad./

exams

2006-09-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

it's been so long.how comes the much-awaited break.its a three day break for me bud i think it's really a valuable one.time fer me to recharge and rest!yeah and i think most people are now currently resting well.oh well.a few more days to do.my rountine now daily.is wake up.study.go school.come home.study.bathe.dinner.catch abit of s'pore idol and sanshun.study.sleep.sounds familiar to u?

yes and so my life revolves around my books and my mp3 player.been listening to 987 fm these days.dno why,bud i just got sick of listening to chinese channels these days.time for a change!listening to their ctrl championships.listening at pple lashing out at each other.its really hard to be a dj.got to capture listeners' attention.and general knowledge is impt too.just got so irritated at one contestant who kept saying that the other contestant was an old guy who sells cars.i sense jealousy in his voice man.

and yeah saw my nan photos.and i really miss the life.and de kind of feeling that you get from gg there and trying to change their lives.and i've been thinking of going on such a trip again.and that brings me to an article which i read in straits times.this reader wrote in to say that, instead of wasting resources and money on gg overseas to help out,why not help out in your own country?it will save a lot of unnecessary resources then.and yeah.why do i want to go overseas then?there are so many organisations in spore that require our help.our love.why do we choose to embark on overseas projects then?yeah.and well, i dno.somehow i dont have the kind of feeling to help out in spore.and i guess well.gg overseas gives u a different feeling.the memories are fonder.and perhaps i have the thinking that doing overseas cip sounds cooler than doing cip in spore.yes this is a stupid thinking.bud still.i will choose ocip over those done in spore.

and i enjoy watching spore idol.i've always loved watching such shows.project superstar.superband.SI 1.and well.i believe its music that makes me not stop watching.the love of singing on stage and seeing your own supporters.yes i guess they have the courage to do smth which i love but yet dont dare to.they bear the dreams that i have.and pple always feel that its always silly for these pple to take part in such competitions.bud well.i dont think so.they are merely doing all they can, to display their passion for music and to reach their goals.yes.and imagine all the fun they have.making new friends who share the same goal in mind.spread the love from music./

i want more time!

2006-08-11T21:49:00.000-07:00

there are just so many things that i wna do.bud i haven't got the time!here's some of them.

what i wna do

1. Rockclimbing

2. Go overseas - hongkong or thailand

3. Learn knitting

been dying to learn or do these things.bud prelims are arnd de corner!haix sian.

- had squash phototaking ytd.well.everyone! came down.except coach.hahas.can nv get a full quan jia fu.bud at least, it was full attendance.didnt play lotsa sports in de end.only played badminton.bball.soccer.n b4 that mabel they all tried table tennis..n we watched the hockey pple do de beep test.its a cool test n i heard that beckham reached level 13.basically they had to run like doing shuttle run.n reach de opp side b4 the beep sound.n change direction n move to the opp side when the beep sounds.n continue to do that as they up a level and the beep will sound faster n faster which means they'll hafto run faster.wah it was qt fun watching them run larh.n de beep test sounded so professional with professional recording.the best girl reached level 8 i think.n there was one guy who nearly reached level 13.cool man.they were so much more interesting than the j1 vs j2 soccer match.i would like to take such tests but guess with my stamina now.i can only reach level 5.

watched superband today again.tv's now qt boring.no more superband. :(

yes it was a happy day for me ytd./

milo peng!

2006-08-06T00:44:00.000-07:00

and so it was milubing who won superband.they are so cute.well..enjoyed watching superband.now that its over.got to spend mon night studying le.

celebrated pauline's birthday last wed.baked oreocheesecake tog with qy.didnt get to refrigerate it b4 eating so it was qt yucky when we ate it.bud nevertheless, it's the thought that counts.all my love inside de cake.anw.then we spent like close to 4 mins trying to blow off de candles.hahas apparently we bought those which will instantly relight after being blown.bud hey.its a scam.we managed to blow the flame off eventually.anw.the next time we'll meet will probably be...after 'A's.oh mann A is so far n yet so near.in jus the blink of an eye.it'll b here.n then it'll b over.work.results.uni.work work work.no please i dun wna turn old.

let the time stop here./

seNTOSa

2006-07-14T00:42:00.000-07:00

hahas n now i love rockclimbing..!tried it last sat during the interhse games.n i managed to reach de top..!yay!its really fun,having to trust the person belaying you,hahs that he wunt let you fall to ur death.n of course depend on de pple down there to give you advice on wad stone to step on next.vball was a flop tho.

anw then i met 4404 at sentosa...!sun-tanned!vballed too.soccer-ed.n plaed capt ball.celebrated july babies' bdae too.haix next time shall go earlier so tt we'll get to go siloso n try de cheap kayak+vball+wadever else they have package.bud yeah.I LOVE 4/4!

rushed home to bathe n rushed out again fer nj band concert.what a rush.were late n we were pretty afraid tt dey'll not let us in only till de first interval.fortunately we got in after de first song.bud apparently it was a nice song.final fantasy!de rest of de concert was okay larh.hahas since i have got no band music backgrnd.bud they plaed beauty n the beast.n there were some parts tt i've learnt b4 during our choir musical.oh man.memories came back,nice ones,n i mus admit i miss de stage!de joy of gg on stage,use ur vocals to express ur happiness,sadness,all ur feelings,and beam with pride as de audience listen on and appluad fer ur good performance.yes i wud love to do it again.

i love the stage too./

interhouse games!

2006-07-07T21:40:00.000-07:00

I LOVE TENNIS!

yeah i loved tennis.n i still love tennis.and i guess i'll always do..the passion never dies.just like my passion for basketball n squash too.and singing!

hahas de onet career interests inventory says that im an artistic person.haha corrs i chose lots those choices abt singing professionally and singing in a band.haha my desires are prob de exact opposite of my ability.

anw.i played tennis fer puma today.hahas i hope i didnt malu myself n lao kui puma.haha bud there werent any female who signed up fer puma so i decided to seize de opportunity.hahas its rare that i get to play a few hours of tennis with real tennis players and play a decent game.my first opponent was germaine.haha of cors i lost.bud im really glad that i managed to lose 5-7..!whoa its rather surprising to me ever since the aftermath of losing 0-6 to both my opponents last yr.haha and the sun was blazing hot.im so red now.my game with germaine was a super long one.one which lasted till de other court had already started their second match.bud yeah im glad i managed to survive.took a rest after that, returned to do a bit of referreeing fer squash and then played with rebecca.yes i must say she's good!she had qt a number of fast balls and nice serves.hahs and so i lost 1-6 to her.well.she's such a nice person.pretty.super clever.plays good tennis.and she's so friendly.always smiling one..yeah nice opponent.

went to to play more sports after that.watched girls kicked soccer or rather played soccer using hands.hahs but its fun watchin em.dunno whu won too bud the bballers frm cougar are good and pretty too!played a bit of soccer myself and i love being goalie.even though de goalpost is like super big larh.hahas that's de usual size bud i find it really big.then we went on to play vball.hahs and realise after 15 mins or so that there was a dead? small bat in our vicinity.hahas it was lying innocently on de floor and we didnt even notice its presence until passers-by pointed it out to us.hahs perhaps sihui killed it.

and so.im really tired now.after being in de sun de whole day.letting de sun roast my brain and cooking its contents during de gruelling game with germaine.

i was so full after de meal ytd at seoul garden tt i skipped dinner.celebrated both shumin's and feli's birthday.hahas n i realise we didnt have any cake!haha.bud it was pretty fun n enjoyable eating there.me and shumin ate de most as it was so fun to cook de chicken that i kept cooking and eating...we had an ice kachang contest to make de nicest ice kachang with ourselves being de judge.bud we totally forgot abt it after that.anw.seoul garden was realli worth every cent and dollar!/

mug hard.

2006-06-24T15:04:00.000-07:00

today's already sat.only..2 more days inclusive of today to finish wadever im left with.which is a mission impossible larh..bud well..not fretting yet.guess midyr's just a start to de intensive mugging tt has got to be done fer prelims n 'A's..

n well..de good news is..5 more days left to de end of mid-yrs..!yay..den can relax a bit again.

anw.met up with paul qy van mich js on wed.spent a long time w qy trying to find prez fer both van n mich.eventually we got a very nice wallet fer mich..which i want!hahs.n nice cute fluffy basketball slippers fer van.n i kept delaying de ear piercing thing as im realli scared.eventually when we were about to leave orchard, i plucked up all my courage to enter bits n pieces only to find tt there's no more alchohol?so well.fate didnt want me to pierce my ears tt day.then we met de rest at raffles to go to lau pa sat.its prob my first time eating there at night.qt nice lorh..with alot of satay men vying to get u to patronise frm their stall n zi-char men too.n so we ordered 40 satay,sting ray, lala,kang kong and squid.so full after eating everything.n yes.catching up with everyone's lives.deciding where to go after jc.well.guess afterall i'll choose acctancy in ntu.anw after de meal.had a talking session at esplanade.well.nice day.

and frm de sec wk onwards, i've been studying overnight with diana at my hse macs on fri nite. yeah its pretty nice n conducive to study there larh.despite de fluctuations in de temp, some occasional weird bengs.its qt cool.

n i attended my cousin's wedding last sat.it was at chijmes and its really beautiful.n my cousin's very beautiful too.well.weddings are such joyous occasions.i would lurve to help pple to plan weddings or even be a waitress to join in the festive mood.

so anw.everyone jia you!/

DE

2006-06-10T15:12:00.000-07:00

a long entry to come..

Oh well..my first wk of hols was gone..through delta.well.it was a great success n im proud to say tt im really glad I signed up to b an instructor..oh well.yeah.no regrets.had fun throughout de 6 days of camp.minus de fatigue.

Anw.a really big thank you to de teachers fer being there to facilitate de facilitators.and to impart de skills of facilitation to us.i mus say I do noe how to facilitate better now.n of course.to fellow instructors fer making de camp possible.then to my partner aini fer being with me all de time to facilitate de grp n to bond GOLF together.my group members andy.farid.celest.joesphine.huimin.mathangi.jiaying.aqilah.fer letting me haf so much fun during de camp.with their jokes n stories and lame riddles.and finally.to cdac.fer letting me do an slp.

And of course..dere were fond memories of what happened during de camp.

Day 2 of instructors' camp.
Ice breaker games. Well.its de third time im seeing my grp bud there were some faces tt I’ve not seen b4..well..familiar faces too.including me, there were 4 andersonians in golf..!de ice-breaker games were name hunt and wheres my home.there was lotsa time to spare after that, so we proceeded to bond de team.well plaed de tangled hands game thrice and we didn't manage to form any successful circles at de end.and we jus talked larh..and to come up with a grp cheer and grp clap.

After which it was comm. Wkshop and then reinforcement games.blindfold square was a pretty dangerous game.de pple in my grp just anyhow fling their hands around wildly while trying to find their members.and in an attempt to try to hit me, andy accidentally hit hm and then there was a bruise on her face.de rest of de game proceeded rather smoothly

And at nite..we had grp games.serene n I were in charge of burn it.n whoa..there were lotsa miscomm between us and de grps.and de g/o's alarm sounded w/o anyone gg near to activate it.and den..dere was de case of de missing mushroom..

Day 3
Empowerment wkshop was boring.summore most pple were tired.imagine a bunch of pple with inadequate rest and being put in de mph where its hot n stuffy.trying to listen to talks by ms ng ps and ms leong while de pa system wasn't very good.oh mann.

Den came reinforcement game croc pit.well my grp committed lotsa fouls during de game.bud me and aini had to close one eye larh..or rather.we closed both eyes..bud there were lotsa farnie moves made..

Ocip presentation.shawn's and oli's presentation were interesting and nice.argh mine pales in comparison..bud well.happy to share my reflections.n oh mann.j2s are not allowed to go on ocip trip this yr.opened only to j1s..

At nite there was coach carter.yes its an interesting movie..lotsa nice shots and stunts in de movie.nice dunks..bud I was really tired and fell sleep during some parts of de movie.

Day 4
This day is prob de most tiring one of all fer me..morn was values wkshop which we did superbly.did facilitation with Charlie n well..they are an interesting n farnie bunch of pple..

Afternoon was service learning project prep..went down with golf to macritchie.went on de treetop walk.de sky was threatening mann..so we had to fasten our pace n rush larh..by de time we finished crossing de bridge, it was I think half of de walk completed le..so tired..and then it rained!everyone except me and celest had ponchos.luckily andy brought along an umbrella.so we managed to find a ranger station nearby lorh..over there..we snacked.talked..laughed..plaed those games like 'This is a string.This is not a string.' That left a lot of us clueless larh..didn't noe de ans to tt game..it was only when de park ranger told us de ans then we knew it.hahas thanks park ranger bud hahas.he's really free yeah.so yeah we cont to chat..plae this kinda games fer qt a long time..n there wasn’t any reception at de ranger station.so basically we were totally cut out frm de rest of de pple..thankfully de rain finally subsided and we proceeded to complete our walk.by then we had embarked on new games like the linking game n back to de future.and everyone was feeling high by then.sang songs with jiaying n jo and with de rest of de grp, we came up with a golf song.de trip back was a very fun one..cors everyone jus sang n sang n had fun.oh..n I received de compliment of bring 1.70 m tall frm andy..hahas apparently tall pple have poor estimation of pple’s height due to their tallness..so all in all..we walked 11km.

And at nite..there was de nite walk.10.885 km!we first took de charted bus down to punggol marina with joseph trying to ebetertain de pple in de bus with his not at all funny jokes n with Victoria, being cool and asking de pple whu luffed at his jokes to reflect.well.we went to de rocky path instead of de dead end n had our candlelit reflections.wrote about what we felt about de members in our group..de whole place was qt nice larh..peaceful.starry nite sky.n romantic atmosphere.and soon.it was time fer nite walk.i was sposed to lead golf and oli’s grp India fer de nite walk.oh mann its really terrifying to b de person to lead de walk.as I wasn’t exactly very sure of de route too..so at de start of de walk, I jus kept phoning gin n serene to cfm tt we’re on de right track.initially I was jus alone in front with oli’s grp right behind me..well dey jus sang their peng you song.getting prepared fer their sl..so I was rather bored.so..yeah happy when farid.andy.jo.mathangi came in front…so well..thru-out de whole walk..they jus took photos that they think were de answers to de clues..and andy telling huimin ghost stories..mathangi n jo talking to me to kill my boredom.den mathangi sort of sprained her leg so she couldn’t cont de walk.so jo accompanied me throughout de rest of de walk.yeah thanks a lot if not i'll really die of boredom.bud I was really tired then..imagine us walking about 22km since 1 pm..continuously!and being at de head of this walk is rather diff.cors I had to pace our grp such tt we wunt keep meeting serene's grp in front.and then tony’s grp behind us was super fast.so we walked faster.den de tcher in our grp saed we walked too fast.haix.anw we rched sch at I fergot wad time..n tt nite I think instructors slept at 1+?

Day 5
De last day of camp fer de campers.woke up later than usual b4 we started on our slp.mr paul tham came along…!and then aini n him managed to help shorten our treetop route to about 6.6km..yeah.went to cdac by train and there were 12 kids whu went along fer de walk.so well…we walked..walked…walked..across de bridge..accomplanied this small boy with glasses across de bridge..he was pretty scared I think..n also scared tt his water bottle will fall.so well.i had to persuade him tt its safe and all…n den we reached de ranger station again..this time we plaed black magic and some other games..and then cont..i think initially de walk was still okay.bud as we moved on..de kids became more and more tired..everyone was jus moving on and dying to complete de walk..while de only person talking was andy.he was super energetic..kept talking to mr tham n telling him about de ctries tt he visited.hahas poor mr tham.oh yeah de grp was pretty quiet oso becos celest lost her voice.she was ms sore throat and she really couldn't talk much.oh yeah..and during de trip..andy was holding a plastic bag with de biscuit tin in it..and then we saw monkeys.de monkeys attacked his plastic bag n he was so scared tt he dropped de bag on de floor and ran larh..luckily we had mr tham who shoo-ed de monkeys and then retrieved de bag..and well..we were almost finishing de walk when a boy pointed tt a girl was bleeding at de leg.oh man n she didn’t realize it herself at all.so mr tham was de saviour again.attended to de wound and then we went fer lunch at de carpark…and then…tadaa.de organizer only bought 11 pkts of lunch fer de kids when there were 12 kids!haix.so me n mathangi n de organizer had to go to Thomson in her car to get tt boy's lunch and de instructors' lunch.spent a long time trying to find halal and vegetarian food.finally we got everyone's lunch n were on our way back when aini called to say de chartered bus had left fer cdac.argh.so me n mathangi were sent back to sch with everyone’s lunch and had to wait fer de rest of de pple to return frm yew tee.it was a long wait bud finally they were back.whoa.an interesting slp I must say.unforgettable moments tt I’ve gotten in jus a day.

Night came.it was de finale with performances by some instructors.everyone was pretty high as we danced and be high..den finally it ended with a photo viewing..n den.golfers were presented with their certs and we took photos with mr tham.hahs hope he enjoyed his day with us.n so de campers left fer home.

Instructors cleared up.celebrated gin’s bdae..den went out to S11 to makan.it ws pretty early at tt time..think 2+ le..den dey started to come up w de soon kueh story..den lotsa characters popped up..n den we were talking abt this story all de way till 4+ larh..n de intesting part was tt de subject was with us!hahas rather mean larh..bud anw.de person came uninvited.by 4+ we were pretty tired le so we went to sleep.didn’t want to wake up at 5+ so we cont to sleep till 8+…de next day jus went by…had lunch at breeks with some of de instructors and then time to say goodbye.

Whoa.and tt marks de end of my 6 days experience fer de delta camp.yes im glad to meet all these new pple in my life.i seriously like almost all of de instructors and I like all of the campers in my grp.yeah even thought at times.they are really noisy and all..yeah.

So well..tt was last week.moving on..i really miss shopping..so I went out with qy to town.met a lecherous lao ah pek in de bus larh.omg I dunt understand why I always meet such pple these days.scary pple.bud de ah pek was really scary larh.i dunt want to include de details..bud he has tattoos on both his arms one larh..looks like a gang leader lehh..n I notice he was like looking at another auntie also larh.de auntie was initially sitting beside him n den she changed her seat to somewhere near de door.n when tt ah pek was alighting, he kept peeking at tt auntie frm de corner of his eye larh.OMG.disgusting low class ah pek.petrified at tt incident but Im glad nth like that happened in town le..so my shopping trip went on smoothly.i spent $40!!so now.i’ve got no money le.

And well.on tues I met up with xw.qy.jy.josh n jul to play tennis..i miss them loads..!esp the two guys..!hahas cors I regularly meet up with de girls..anw yarh like wad mabel saed.sometimes we really need guy frens in our life to be away frm de bitchiness of girls..well smth like that.n I miss tennis…!hahas n im really lousy larh.back hand was betta than forehand tho.n de sky was so threatening…finally.at 11..it rained..!argh dampened my mood.we were sposed to plae till 12.so well.nth to do.so me n jy went to my sch to try borrowing another squash racquet frm mabel.bud it was a futile trip as its qt scary for mabel to go out of klass with a racquet and saying tt she's got to pass to me.so well..haix sian.we then went j8 fer lunch.n den I went to meet squashers to celebrate coach’s bdae.de swensens trip.hahs I mus say that was a real squash outing.most except fer one or two went down.actually only daryl n pak.so well.finally settled in swensens n we had swensens cake..!arhh too bad it aint cookies n crème.n we had earthquake.and FRIES..!we were starving by then larh..bud decided against lunching at swensens.Budget!so some of us went over to pastamania.after which we finally took neo prints…!!after such a long time.bud aiyah we were missing kx rach n yq.well..took 2..!nice nice..!we all are pretty n photogenic mann..!

Hahas.so that was tues.wed was a better day.except fer morn where we had econs.after econs I went down to katong shopping center to sing karaoke with jy qy josh n jul again.it was cheap..!n de songs are new..!well..sang lotsa nice songs budden I had flu n sore throat at tt time larh..had lotsa fun..yeah n of course.i was holding on to de mike most of de time.hahs n jy sing hokienn songs pretty well..n we also sang stupid songs like Calcutta….lunch was economic with ban mee at S11..yes I lurve hanging out with my old pals.

And so..one a half week of hols is over.time to start on revision..!lets get started../

mood swings

2006-05-01T19:18:00.000-07:00

getting fed up with everything.throwing mood swings fer no gud good reson.hating everything that's happening arnd me.i dunt wish to get involved in anything.to think.to give opinions n ideas.to look interested.to try hard to make an effort to be engaged in everything.i hate losing passion in doing smth.fickle.hot-tempered.lazy.dunt wish to talk.minimal interaction pls.

oh well.at least those were my feelings on sat morn.but all was well again when i met up with de squashers de same afternoon.ate at sumo hse.oh yuck de flour was terrible bud they gave us free food on acct that we were students.okay..den we went sihui's hse.oh well.onli me mab sh sm n fel.mah-jong...!!as usual, feli won again larh..luck wasnt on my side n i didnt win a single game de whole day..!oh mann..gna get some pomelo leaves.n den we went to dine at de thai restaurant at semb shopping centre.an unknown place bud with more shops than sun plaza!de concept of de restaurant was good.they ask fer ur name n de no. of pple n den u wait outside the restaurant till there's seats.den that take ur orders b4hand.n when u go in, dinner is served within a few mins..!n there was a discount of $2..!whoa n de food is great mann...!guess i'll b gg dere prob on mother's day.this time everything can b ordered in big portions..!yummy.bud seriously.there wasn't anybit of thai feeling in de food.its just tasty n cheap zi char.

n well.fri was aj idol..CONGRATS 153.5!!!dey were great with their powerful vocalists n thus managed to clinch de best vocalists award.n aj idol was presented to changtai.one whom i feel cnnt realli sing lehh.it wasnt good.it shld b given to prob zhihao's gf.n best band was inevitably redemption.haha this time rnd i voted fer them.extasy seriously was abit crazy i think.n they thot they were having their own concert.but well..at entertaining larh.they are full of energy and all.bud oh well.perhaps too noisy n messy n loud.n yeah..v v v v sorrie to everyone.corrs me mab fel n sm booked three rows of seats fer de hockey girls.i now its seriously v bad and i'll definitely b irritated if someone were to do so.so im realli sorry to everyone k.now there were at alot of pple who were pissed n angry with us.oh well hope everyone is feeling ok now..

anw i completed most of my hw.realli proud of myself.that's the way!/

2006-04-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

wad a long an tiring dae.

todae was aj family day.hmm dunt think it was much of a success.since lotsa pple didnt even bother to ask their frenz along.so it was mostly ajcians gg arnd patronising stalls.hahas my klass sold kachang puteh..which was a very easy thing to do..basically i jus sat there to scoop kachang puteh into the cone, help fold cone, and yeah.tan under the hot blazing sun.n my face is so red now.cors i plaed bball too.whoa i love bball.miss the old days when 4/4 will meet up jus to plae.my old clique at blk 555!our fav hangout.then everytime will bridge at the ting zi.where's everyone now?anw.josh came todae.hmm i guess we are frm de same mixed gender clique in 4.4..bud yeah we sumhow got tog onli becos im close to jy.n jy is close to him.yeahh..ok n then todae basically nth much happened fer family day.it was fun watching feli n debbo struggle on the bungee run to grab the thing..hahas skinny pple are not cut out fer de game.cors feli was like struggling realli loads larh.den wtached pple being dunked too.while having my fair bit of dunking pple.aft which me mabel sh n feli cj + wl went to pasta to eat pastamania.hahas sorrie a lame joke of ours.had fun talking eating.then met up with qy paul n js.been trying hard to get all 6 tog bud sumhow it always fails.van is too busy with bball n mich is too busy with her family dinners.haix.

ok.n den some of us went to watch de guy's match against srgn at kallang last wk.yeah we won..n had a fun time interacting with our dear squasher guys.its been seriously a long time since everyone had been tog.ever since training's on different days fer gals n guys..

anw.life's realli boring w/o squash.w/o my dearest squashers.i seriously feel tt pple frm sports cca are v v v bonded to one another.aft all, we've spent so so many hrs tog, with the same passion n goal in mind.de same interests.so pls pardon me if all that comes out frm my mouth is nth bud squash.cors i haf nth interesting more to talk about.i would neglect anything everything just in order to do smth related to squash.so yeah..squash rocks.

the past week

2006-04-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

the past week.

sorrie pple..i noe i kept on talking about squash..squash squash n more squash.i bet in veery post there'll b such a word.bud hey.i believe its de most interesting thing in my current life.see.my life is so boring n monotonous.nth bud only squash n skool.argh wadd a sucky life.anw de matches plaed last wk were against hci n yj.well.didnt plae hci.hmm nvm.thot about hongyue not playing against rj too n i was ok le.anw we lost.bud we fared betta than against ac.n guess wad..ac won hc...!oh man that came across as qt a shock + surprise.i didnt noe they could do so well.at first i jus thot tt hci wasnt playing their best during our match.anw then de yj match.yeah they got thrashed by us.by like wad lee lao shi says.(or mb it wasnt her whu said it)..there's nth to b proud of when u beat a skl as lousy as tt.so yeah.bud im realli glad tt we haf come so far to beat skls which started picking up the skill in the same period tt we did.alrite.and tmr will be the last match.it's over.all so soon.shall do my best tmr.ny.must win..!no expectations.if nt dere'll b more disappointment.after tt we'll b gg fer a celebrations cum dinner..

anw.what will i do when this season finally ends..?shumin says she'll cont squashing.so wad will i do then?it'll b so weird.i'll b so damn free i realise.so many many days off.perhaps a day will b dedicated to squashing.n de rest of the wk to studying.i must work hard.i must do well.......i'll miss everyone..

beginning to like de more n more.i noe once i join smth.i ought to b 100% committed to it.give no excuses.yeah.i believe tt's wad im doing now.

my long break is gg to come soon./

matches

2006-04-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

the whole week was terribly tiring.first it was thurs.mr mohan saw me sleeping during his lesson.den it was fri.ms yeo asked me wheder im alrite when i slept during chem tut.arhh..realli tired.lesson's realli boring too..next fri's a hol..!yay.happy easter.

okie.n den.thurs.ponned chem tut to go watch mj soccer match.dere wasnt a need too.bud just didnt feel like gg fer chem..n thank goodness i didnt.anw went to eat at jack's place with mabel n shumin.been wanting to go there fer a loNGG time.last visit was in pri skool.so yeap.spent time talking..about guy-friends and how nice it is to have close gud friends.yes i miss them all.one's gone qt missing.another busy with being council head n another busy with council n gf.haix.been wanting to haf a clique outing bud too bad.everyone's rather busy.anw.then we were talking about j1 squash guys.etc etc..

den came de mj match.at first aj was trailing 0-2..kinda lost hope.bud then...yen hao scored....!so happy..n den...he scored again..!whoa he's realli gud..den it was damn exciting..aj realli was great then..den so tense..mj had a penalty kick which guiliang managed to save..n they had lotsa crosses too..n dere was once dey scored bud luckily it was an offside..bud eventually..they scored again larh..haix.bud anw.soccer matches are indeed qt exciting.i wna watch more.

n then.when we were leaving....i saw ty..!such a surprise..n i was jus telling eugene tt dae tt its been a long time since i've seen him..anw think he saw me first at the busstop.den later on in de bus..oh mann.

finally.fri's match against srgn.hmm shumin n yuqin didnt plae.was super scared tt we'll lose.luckily we pulled it thru.alrite.elaine wasnt as gud as i thot.bud nevertheless.she's still good.n as fer my match.i won 9-7 and the next two 9-0.my first match was super sucky mann.shldn;t haf let her catch up so much.n i kept hitting the tin.n well.mon's our next match.hCi.cool.i hope i'll get to plae.want get experience.

and todae.finally finished watching lost and catching up with lost 2.n morn.had finals fer 3000m.didnt do v well.came in fourth with a timing of 15.14..its okie.in life.one will nv ever do well in all events.anw happea fer shumin corrs she came in seond.yeah a squasher to b in de list.anw.too many things to do after i came home.so much so that i forgo meeting up with nano pple.

gna mug real hard after de competitions end./

acjc showdown

2006-04-05T21:45:00.000-07:00

we played.we lost.there gotes our chance of being in the top 4.as much as i hate to admit and believe.i noe we can neva win hci.thus.we wunt be 4th.

alrite.the acjc match was todae.de crucial match.i must say, they were great.fabulous.i guess all of them are experienced players..many of which are j1s who played squash during their sec sch daes.anw.we all lost.0-5.thrashed badly.haix.anw.yes.nv get too complacent for the following matches against srgn.ny n yj.

met up with 4.4 last sun.apparently it was to celebrate 4/4 dae which was ytd.had lunch at cartel at cineleisure.hmm a brief gathering.didnt really catch up much.neverthesless.nice meeting up with the pple again.

n then.it was de 4 x 400m run ytd.gin feli juehui n me ran.n yay we managed to get third.they were great mann.run real fast.im glad its over.n de run caused my knee to b painful everytime i bend my knees now.

ok.so fri vs srgn.jia you./

napfa

2006-03-24T22:51:00.000-08:00

napfa's over.no more afternoon pe.yay..!qt value added.jumped frm a bronze frm last yr to a gold..managed to do sit-ups even tho i onli jus scraped thru a C fer both sit ups and sit and reach.my 2.4 was de best component of the test.i came back with a timing of 11.59 min..!yay.been badly wanting to break my prev best record of 12.12 min and now i've done it..!yay.

plaed a match with sihui todae.haix.won the first set and went on to lose the 2nd.third.fourth.i dno.bud everything seem to replay again...de match tt we plaed during our selections.me giving up halfway and not being able to receive.i dno wad happened.it jus occurred so suddenly.i suddenly couldnt take her serves.haix.wad if the same thing happen to me when playing against ac..?oh mann stop all this.i noe i can do it.i was doing so well at first.argh.perhaps i need a short break.to give myself time to rest and to think.

i wna do smth to my hair.bud i've got no idea./

results of vertical marathon

2006-03-20T22:46:00.000-08:00

boohoohoo.eventually.i checked.teh results of the national vert maratho.put in loads of effort to calculate all the team's timings larh.since they only put the timing of each ind of the team, and not the total time.hahas.so..tadaa...we got 10th not 9th...!!the j1s gave us wrong info.anw not too bad larh i think.since we are not frm odac.anw there werent 38 teams but 45..so hahas..here's the timings of our team.

CHNG JIN KIAT BARRY AJ SQUASHERS 0.07.22.10
FOO CHUAN JIAN AJ SQUASHERS 0.07.29.17
LEE SI HUI AJ SQUASHERS 0.08.41.69
TAN PEI QI AJ SQUASHERS 0.07.46.15
YEO SHU MIN AJ SQUASHERS 0.08.35.58

anw sihui n shumin are gg to ask the tcher wheder we can go up de podium.oh mann.i wonder if its possible.

my hols is over

2006-03-19T21:11:00.000-08:00

oh mann.one week of hols is over just like that.haix.so siann.starting sch tmr.

wednesday 15th
the day of the squash camp..!basically its fun.fun and more fun.too bad it isnt an overnight camp.alrite.my grp.kexin.me.nigel.dixon.rou chang.hui jie.kia wee.joo siong.first we had whacko with diana's team.den ultimate frisbee.no talking.yayy we won.den the race at the bball court.had to swallow a mouthful of water, den walked 3 legged with ur partner to the end.den skip tog, do 5 burpees, 5 pushups and pass squash ball using racquet w/o dropping de ball.den squat hop back.de squat hopping back was damn diff mann.cors u'll want to swallow down de water.den when u return to the starting pt, spit the water back into a container.our grp won again.hahas we had damn lot of water larh.bud its realli disgusting.water mixed with saliva.de third game was de scissors paper game n splash water.den the day followed with games like de card game we plaed at chalet.charades.endurance game at mph.capt ball.listening to ghost story.n de movie cool running.

n our grp won..!yay.got kinder brueno n oreo.

friday 17th
k-ed with shuhui.went chinatown's.yay sang lots.bud there's still songs i wna sing...!too little time.next time i shall k 11-7.anw sorrie deb fer not gg with u.

sian.schoo :( /

vertical marathon.

2006-03-13T22:12:00.000-08:00

hahahas.de aj teams of vert marathon..!n im proud to announce that..we(sihui barry cj shumin and me)got 9th..!out of arnd 38 teams.bud anw nt very cfmed.kept trying to see wheder the results has been posted anot.bud its not.hahas n de hit counter has jumped tremendously.think alot of pple trying to see wheder the results haf been posted not.anw.i mus sae i think de whole thing is nth bud fun..!hahs i like de shirt.43 storeys' qt short.it took us a total of 39 mins fer 5 pple's timings.haha n i nearly caught up with cj k.hahas barry saes i got up onli a few seconds(hahs prob less than a min after tehy reached de top).there was one pt where he was only 1 storey above me larh.hahas think i can run vertically better.

anw lazy to describe more about ytd.can read cj's blog.its all dere.hahs anw im glad we took part in the thing.next time can take part again..haha anw YES.i really wna go up podium.trying to cum up with a speech le.bud too bad.9th no prize.only top 5 got prizes.which i thik is a hamper.bud at least we got certs.hahas.i want my name to be announced to everyone larh.no chance of gg up podium man.onli chance i had of my name being announced was x-country.

anw.went nus open hse.been thinking alot about my future these days.haix.mb i'll go smu.aiyah.dno lehh.i hope i wunt b in de same faculty as pple frm aj.dun wna see shou ren.haix.sian.nvm.work hard.do well.den decide where to go.

went studying with mab at srn garden's coffee bean.yes de ambience's realli nice.so many couples.boo.n we were single..hai.

i love squash more and more each day.n its pple.i cnnt imagine wad will happen after our tournament.no more squash.oh mann.nth to look forward to when i come sch.bud hahas.so far.we've thot of plans to keep everyone in touch.shant b disclosed.

18 more days to competition.jia youu squashers..!! yeah another nice photo..!/

today's training

2006-03-06T23:10:00.000-08:00

training today was interesting.did lotsa lame stuff.

it first started with two grps in the two diff courts.trying to compete who can complete drills faster.hahas eventually my grp- me, kexin, feli n diana won..!

den we were thinking hard about wad kinda relays to do.like skipping on de track.doing duck walk..blah blah.finally settled on block 11. three pple in a grp. ran up to the third floor.den skipped across lvl one corridor..haahs.skipping is so primary sch.den later on dey went to run 4 x 100 at the tracks.i timed.n de baton was part of a broomstick.

hahas squashers rock.muack.

i'm on form again..!yay./

updates

2006-03-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

saw de yj tennis guy todae!n he was in aj!hahas was in de squash court n den looked up n he was there..!fate!

anw.i like my new string now..nice.n hmm.de team's sort of out.except tt there might b two scgs squashers whu might appeal into aj.oh mann.den if dey do, some of us will hafto play with dem to determine whu gets into de team.haix i hope they wunt b so good so de team will comprise only us.

went to the hall to see pple get results..oh our sch's realli qt lousy lehh.our gp sucks.onli 10.5% had A or B fer gp.tt's realli bad.n 34 pple failed gp..!oh mann cannot imagine de scenario next yr.i'll b happae if i were to get even a C6.anw.squashers didnt come.thot they would.

and yeah im taking part in vert marathon!interesting..!/

my future

2006-02-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

jus talked to delfine online.about de future.hahahas.i shall work in a bank!earn big bucks.yay,be rich.be able to buy wadeva u see when gg shopping.hmm.i hope to b able to work in a bank after 'A's.get experience.so prob i'll choose nUS n erm.prob accting or finance.qy prob NUs too bahh..yay.

i wna take part in vertical marathon.i rather climb stairs than run mann.bud guess de climbing of stairs will b qt mei you yi tai.

all alone at home now.on-ed de tv just to make some noise n companion in de hse.shall wake up early to mug tmr.

i want go k-ing.sing sing sing.the list of songs that i wna sing is long.n it continues to go on...../

shopping

2006-02-25T06:38:00.000-08:00

i seriously miss shopping loads.been so long since i chang kuai de go shopping.ran todae.frm next wk onwards, RI boys will go Aj fer training on sats too.use our track.worse still, our courts!!ok..den..walked arnd with mabel at j8.she ended up nt getting anything fer her bro.wad can u get fer a boy whu's 9?

ok.den met up with qy n xw.hahas we spent an awful lot time in national lib looking at yrbook.conclusion:in all these schs.there are more pretty pple than handsome guys.anw short guys whu are cute are realli cute.so.by the time we were done.qy told me her fren has this nice wallet frm roxy.so we went to orchard.hahas when we didnt even walk in bugis larh.shall go dere again one dae.alrite.aiyah dunt like de wallet.oh yeah n we were in wisma.den kelly poon was dere fer sum event.bud we werent v interested,so we took de escalator frm lvl 2 to 4.den kelly took the lift to lvl 4 too.so ended up we were realli close at lvl 4.hmm our first artiste encounter-super up close of de dae.den perlini.hahas its realli squeezy inside.gals are like that.got a braclet.its nice.yay.den we went to far east again.hahas went to de top few lvls again.this time rnd.we went to more shops larh.n hey.i saw loads of nice things.i wna get de crown shirt!!dere's one at esprit bud i tried it n it wasnt v nice.den far east got 2 shops with de crown shirt too.bud abit different.nice!must get this kinda shirts first b4 pple wear them.anw nice..den there's this nice pair of earrings at inbox.bud im scared it'll rust.and anw.i haven gotten a ear hole yet.den there's this crown necklace.its de pendant larh.v suit those kinda bengs.hip-hop.bud v cool.n a nice bag.bud too xiao nu ren.

and lastly.there's this nice pendant at bits n pieces.its a rose in a bottle.wad love forever.only 100 pieces only.oh mann.i want to find my prince charming soon!!den he can geddit fer me.haix.

oh yarh den we were walking frm wisma to mrt station when...i saw 2moro.hahahs de twins.oh mann i just saw dem n beckoned xw n qy to look at dem.n dey were just walking liddat.w/o bodyguards.at wisma!n dey are handsome.even tho i dutn like 2moro.bud realli, dey look nice.haix.i shld haf tried saying hi n pretend tt i like dem.den get signature.hahas.no it sounds so yucky.anw yarh.dey just walked past me.so close mann.2nd up close encounter with artiste of de dae.

happy to meet my frenz todae.n i wna go bangkok!shop shop shop.go suan lum nite bazzar!bud if sh realli goes in late mar, den i'll b having matches den.

anw.first match's on 30th mar.go pple we'll all jia you tog.now de most impt thing is to bond as one n win other schs.n yarh.sch team players will b made known next wed.

n gin..hahas.i've decided to postpone my ear piercing to june.cors my frenz sae cnnt let de ball hit my ear.n im scared i will during training.n i scared everytime run, train, sweat touch my earhole.den infection.ahahs so i think i will do de piercing in jun.hahahs.

have not mug fer chem test.why did i even talk so much about wanting to get gud grades?/

fixtures

2006-02-24T06:30:00.000-08:00

fixtures out!aj VS HCI.AC.srgn.ny.yj.OMG..hci n ac..anw we'll jia you n do it.wunt b noeing whu's in de team until de 2nd posting.sian.coach saes scully got pro pple join.den mit replace us bah.hmm hope not tho.anw jia you jia you jia you.realli wna get into top 4 position.so damn cool larh.bud.i found out tt my fourth toe's nail is gg to b broken into half.as in realli half.den de flesh will b exposed.dno why.wed suddenly go home felt pain den saw it.ohno.later realli cum out den nid a long time fer de nail to grow again.shit.scully affect everything.ok anw.todae was great!plaed bball!!!whoo so fun.budden my shooting's qt sucky.nevertheless it was fun.den me sm n mabel went interhse drama.went in late so we onli watched 3 hses.missed puma.n dey won.haix.de last three weren't v gud.de third one was ok.last one qt ok.bud de fourth one sucks.oh mann.n i expected de whole thing to b qt nice de larh.end up nt really.

okie running tmr.walk arnd.meet up.shop.mus abit.eat.home alone.waiting fer shumin to sae wheder she want to pierce ears not.been trying to pluck up enuff courage to do it.hhahs.wna get earrings.bud no earholes...!march is cuming!gna check de almanac fer an auspicious date./

tired

2006-02-23T04:00:00.000-08:00

tired tired tired.been realli tired n sick n sian these days.even during squash.oh mann.both shumin n i feel tt our peak is over.oh it sucks.not being able to do anything gud.n de worst thing is, i feel tt alot of pple are constantly improving.haiix.nvm.jus ferget it.like wad sm says, blah blah...circle.oh well cant rmb de exact words.bud it meant tt we will definitely reach our peak again.all i need is a break.i really hope to do well in de upcoming tests.get gud grades.den give myself a reward.thinking of gg bkk with shuhui, her frenz n zee.n tt means i'll hafto skip a day of sch.have not yet ask my mom.so oh well.score gud grades!bud everything's just in a flop now.even my maths!scored only 10 out of 22 fer de prob test.yuck.sucks.n my running has deteoriorated too.run so slow now.haix.i intend to skip sch next tues.sian.gotta do my hw.mug.

anw.met up with zee n sh last sat.yes zee is still arnd de same, pretty, cute, farnie..currently is a childcare tcher.lols.can imagine her n de kids.bet dey'll miss her when she returns to aust.anw.we spent think 4 hrs in cafe cartel.viking de rock.hahas.sum chef was doing de viking action when he passed us our ice cream.n yeah.de dessert realli suits its name.de cookies were awful n hard as rock.yuck.ok.so we spent de time talking.laughing.getting the names of and sec pple right. after which we went to de neoprint machines.n took photos.hahas.bt with my digi cam.lol.budget.shall upload sumdae.nice photos!anw.i'll miss zee.

tues.watched u not stupid too with sm n mabel.hahs its a nice show.was trying to put on a brave front n ctrl my tears.bud cnnt stand it arh.since sm was crying terribly.hahas thank goodness it was dark in de theatre.anw de show's realli gud.after tt we walked arnd.went to de top few lvls of far east.yes de things are cool.n ex.bud its realli unique.

ok.meeting up with qy on sat.yeah!she betta not fang my ge zi.anw i miss her too.n sat i'll b alone at home.mom n sis gg sis hse.another sis gg msia.another sis dun wna cum home to stay with me since she has exams next wk.so ok.peace.

yeah.its realli v impt to find a soulmate.im glad tt i haf my close frenz tt i still keep in touch with.dere's always things fer us to talk about.de same interests.i wna get into de same faculty n stuff!

i miss bball./

its nearly over

2006-02-15T07:26:00.000-08:00

alrite.a summary of selections.i won yuqin!yeah i am happy.budden aiyah she wasnt in her best form tt dae..so yarh.n i lost one set to her 0-9...haahs.anw.den everything ended todae lorh.de team more or less cum out le larh.budden coach says tt there are other factors to b included.hahas.like 5km timing.hahas sposed to cum back by 30 mins.oh well last sat i tried.came back at 30 mins exactly.whoa perfect timing!anw think de run shld b this sat.hope i can do it.

ok.sposed to meet zee n sh tmr.zee.its been 1 yr+ since i've seen her.bet she's prettier.mb she found a caucasian bf in canada.anw i miss her.she's a totally fun person.sporty.pretty...!cute.alrite.den suddenly she couldnt meet up.so we're meeting on sat lorh.hahas.after my run.stinko!

ok and yeah.ytd was valentine's dae.so sad.no valentine.hahs.so i spent de dae with paul.went novena.hahs.de place is so boring.wanted to dine at fish n co.den aiyah dey wna cheat pple' s money.onli gaf 5 choices.n its so much more ex than usual.so we left.n its qt embarassing cors we requested to haf a change of seats.den saw de menu.den left.so we went united square.nth nice.bud dere's vienna.nope.kids shldnt eat such expensive food.dere's soup restaurant.bud we setttled fer this curry rice jap food.hahas.service was damn gud.perhaps its because we were de onli customers dey had during de <1 hr there.anw food's alrite.ah we shld haf eaten at novena square's magic wok.dey haf thai food!ok.was very tired ytd.am tired now too.

realli tired these daes.life is so sian.waiting fer de next hols to cum.but by then common tests will b here.haix.no time to study.mon,wed, fri, n half of sat gone fer training.left with tues,thurs and sun to mug.argh.nope im nt gna drop econs.i must get a B/C during 'A's...!haix.gan plan a timetable.stop wasting time.

haix.been talking about friendship probs these daes.haiix.its realli qt saddening.haix.mb dey ought to talk.write letters.its nt gud to keep everything in ur heart.wish dem all de best./

selections

2006-02-08T05:07:00.000-08:00

now's de midst of de selections.it first started on mon.plaed against caryn.kexin.mabel.anw first it was caryn.erm i lost de first set.second set.aiyah sposed to b she win bt end up i won.i won third set too.think our mood totally changed liao.haix im realli sorrie.n i dun wna describe wad happened.i seriously think playing against one another is very stressing and depressing.haix.it totally hurts de relationships between pple n now.its like de squashers haf split into two cliques.n one clique will try to gang up on how to win de other.haix.nt too bad larh.abit exxagerated.bud anw.sorrie to those pple whu haf been hurt by this.hopefully our relationship will improve or still b gud when de sch team has been chosen.wadever it is, we are still one.haiix.anw so squash ended at 8.went amk hawker centre with sihui shumin mabel diana.feli didnt go.oh well.we talked about de person tt is de main topic these days.ok.i shared a breakfast meal(at dinnertime) with mabel.hahs.dere's eggs.bacon.sausage.ham.beans.coleslaw.weird time fer breakfast mann.we all also spent sum time having intellectual talk.discussed de global issues like hamas etc.hahahs.n with sihui entertaining us with the burglar news.yes.squash early vdae dinner tog next mon!everyone must come!pizzahut!canadian pizza realli sucks mann.de crust stinks.

ok n den todae.cont with selection.plaed with sihui.hahahahs didnt expect it to b so bad but i got thrashed by her.9-1,9-0,9-0.omg this is so embarassing.n all de j1s were sitting outside watching me being thrashed.haix.firstly, i must say, my attitude sucks.i went in noeing i'll lose(like wad everyone does) n den i lost all hope.i shld haf at least tried hard n do my best.haix.i suck.anw my score against sihui is currently de lousiest.no one will beat me larh.okie.so later on in de dae i plaed with shumin.yeah i like playing with her.she's good.anw i won 2, she won 1.de last set was crucial as it was de deciding set to see whu won.ok.n tmr.i'll b playing against felicia n diana!omg.both are dark horses.hahas.i seriously think tt feli has improved loads.hard strokes.den diana.she's v composed.so yes.i'll realli do my best.wunt plae like how i plaed sihui todae.lousy attitude.

anw.yes i hope squashers will cont to haf a gud relationship.guess i'll try to changed my opinion of certain pple and yes.do my best in all my games.i hope to win all my remaining games.yes i hate my competitive character.my character sucks.everything.bud i dunt care.

think my squash peak is over le.had a recession last wk and now im seriously at recovery.yeah.i wna peak again.

oh yeah.its 7.35 this time round.omg i had a feeling tt it'll happen.n it did.OMG.i'll try gg to sch abit earlier tmr.catch de bus with peisee./

X-country

2006-02-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

x-country's over liao.yeah i got 15th fer combined j1s and 2.n 12th fer j2.yeah.n sihui n kexin did well too..n im so happy that one of my aims fer 2006 has been achieved liao.hahas budden dere's still loads more.hahs im greedy..bud determination is de key to success mann.anw gg to start doing de sec aim liao..ok hahas basically x-country trackers bao tou..followed by netballers whu bao middle.n lastly squashers bao wei fer top 15th..anw im still proud of everyone..yesh n im proud of feli too..!hahas bet she had a super huge improvement in her running liao.yeah..!so yarh me n sihui wanted to do a squashers cheer budden couldnt find pple so ferget larh.tmr got run.!hahas tiring.shall try bargaining with coach.but seriously.so long neva run at macritche liao.so i shant slack n wake up early tmr in preparation fer de run.anw.after de run went thomson plaza fer dinner and swensens earthquakes.had kfc..!yeah!so oily bud nvm.den earthquake.haha we ordered 4 regular ones.had fun eating.had fun watching gin being so happy playing with de dry ice.okie.that's all.cont to stay happy..!/

cny over

2006-02-02T03:49:00.000-08:00

shant describe my cny.lazy.X-country tmr.squashers unite!run tog yeah..plaed squash with barry feli n cj todae.won de first set against chuan n was so happy.den he became better n better den i lost de next two.bud im glad i won at least one!den barry.hahahs.he so hiong.managed to get 4 pts in de sec set.hahas not bad liao.shld b having selections next mon, wed, fri etc...jia you everyone!swensens tmr!hahs bud onli having earthquake.sat-mahjong at gin's hse./

happea new year

2006-01-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

sch todae was ok.had new yr celebration.klass picnic at canteen.oh well nt much conversation.n den zhong ji mi ma.pur lurve letter in bet two pple mouths n bite one mouthful off.sian.me n guohui kena larh.haix.nt sposed to be me whu kena de!!ok.den celebrations at de hall.found lion dance qt interesting.ryan was great as a da tou wa wa.made pple luff.i miss wushu.doing ji ben quan n gun!ok.

after tt dragged myself to de courts.rather lazy n tired.anw plaed a game with sihui.haix.lostas expected.my form's realli bad.n did abit of drives.but where's my my powerful drives?haix didnt manage to execute any nice moves todae too.ok dat was all i did fer squash.so we bathed n den went j8.hmm so didnt go with 4.4.heard dey watched fearless.

anw.6 of us went j8.me sihui shumin mabel caryn diana.went to de foodcourt to eat so as to satisfy everyone's taste buds and pockets.i koped lotsa food.had western food, den koped diana's sour n spicy noodles, n den we ate fruits n i koped red ruby.yummy!den caryn n shumin had to leave.den diana.so left with de three of us.whoa we talked loads.talked about the kinda guy we like.de guys in sch tt are nice looking.haahs me n sihui noticed de same guys!those 2 guys, one's realli cute and de other's realli cool n clever.anw den we talked about couples, our klass, n people. n yes, we mus bond with our jrs.stj!let squashers unite n next time we can meet up to study tog n haf a reason to cum back to sch to coach dem liao.yes we all share so many views!i feel realli happy after talking to dem.pouring out wadeva ought to b poured out n talked about de people tt i wna talk about.so yeah.jus like tt.spent 2 hrs+ talking.i lurve it.its so comfortable.carefree,being myself.ok.den we left at arnd 6?went home with mabel.talked about wad i wna talk about.yes i feel great now.guess its becos we are sort of in de same plight n yeah.i can read her mind n jus yeah, understand her bah.hahs do i?anw,yeah lurve u mabel!im here fer u n u r here fer me.n yes, i would lurve to haf A lvls over soon, den i can do handmade cards, cross stitch n knit!hahas.im dat sweet yeah.ok.happy new yr everyone!

anw yeah i wonder wheder at times when im faced with difficulties or probs with pple wad shld i do.i guess i'll jus tao bi xian shi.oh well depends on de person la.prob i'll write a letter.been wanting to.bud nvm la.prob next time.prob never.cross stitch!/

more n more squash

2006-01-25T04:47:00.000-08:00

the school's vending machine cheated me n diana a total of 80 cents!!argh..!irritating.training.had a meeting.whoa.selections gna be on....8th feb..de big dae!i doubt we'll b able to plae so many games on the same dae.anw gud luck everyone!do ur best.n we gna haf friendly with ny.too bad.dey are cuming over.i would lurve to go ny.den can see andersonians..!44 peeps..so many of dem dere.hahs.evonne han's in squash.lets see how gud her skills are.anw.a very sad news.thad cannot plae squash fer 6 mths!!OMG.tts realli a waste mann.he's de capt n he's so freaking gud n yet he cannot plae.omg.tts realli saddening.it was so saddening tt rach cried.hahas she damn farnie.anw now we are left with 3 experienced players.yes that is a big blow.i hope we'll still get into top 4.both guys and gals.jia you!

anw 7.21.special time.

hahs always wonder why yj pple will take bus at our busstop and specially take buses to the busstop opp our sch n den take buses that could be taken at their own busstop.hahs.den i realise its becos dey want to wait till aj pple get down den dey haf space.okie.

tmr's such a long dae.sian.hahas haf a challenge with cj tmr.hahas.training's todae superb.we tried to do a boast with those balls that hit de back wall.yeah i did it!anw fri..training again.hahs.RI had selection liao.khimwee's currently first!yeah.n michael's 2nd.hahas.den fri we intend to call fer pizza delivery bahh.squashers i mean.n 44 having reunion lunch or smth.n prob movie.shall eat pizza at sch den see how.

anw read oli's blog.she talked about stupid things that some pple do.yeah i seriously think so too.bud after thinking fer a very long time.i guess its just because different pple enjoy doing different things.pple live fer different purposes.some love sports.so dey aspire to b gud in sports n to compete and win in everything.other pple.dey mit like putting makeup.hahs sorrie qt random..its all different interests in life.different pple like different things.thus to dem, wad other pple do may seem silly n stupid.so i guess we jus hafto cont living this kind life n since u cnnt beat dem, just join dem.ignorance is bliss.i realli think dere are alot of things that i do which may seem silly to other pple.bud oh well.guess we just hafto respect wad pple like doing.yeah.i guess i shld b one of de pple that pisses her off.cors i seriously do lotsa stupid stuff.n talk stupid crap.bud its me.i cant change me.that's why i love my sec sch frenz.pauline.qy.xw.pple whu dunt mind all the silly things that i do.pple who noes wad i lurve doing or my kinda attitude-which is a seriously bad one.whu can tolerate me.yeah.i love dem.n oh yarh.celebrated qy's bdae at sum hk cafe at kovan on sun.her bdae!18!oh yarh n cafe n hk food dunt qt link.anw the cafe looks qt farnie.hahs.i had fun with dem.as usual, van wasnt free.busy with bball.so its just de 5 of us.anw yes i miss dem.haf fun talking about de past yrs prez that we got fer one another.like mich's bdae: we gaf her lotsa green stuff.de hat.de green book of alphabets.js's bdae: a set of pokemon frm kfcs since she hates it so much.n de jackpot thing that squirts water out when u pull de thing down.hahs lame old us.n i thot of wad to do during de next next time we meet.hahs corrs next time will be cny meet-up.yeah so exciting.

yes i too,am quite sick of college life.this bloody mundane life.that's why i try to find things that interest me.that's why i try my best to be gud in squash.love squash.love squashers.at least now i haf smth to look ferward to n be happy in.n dere are lotsa things that piss me too.bud oh well.i'll think of happy things.ferget about all the pains n sorrows of life.de daes in jc will pass by soon.off to uni.to be reunited with old pals.

new year!/

squash

2006-01-21T00:15:00.000-08:00

Squash..now training's on mon, wed n fri liao..hahas gals are super hardworking as compared to de guys.bud I mus admit, dey are gud larh..we are just aint as gud as em.bud anw I mus sae tt de gals-everyone has improved lots liao.yeah so proud of everyone..alrite.anw now training's more hiong liao.tt dae..wed..we did lotsa stuff.first it was court runs.den de picking of balls n putting back frm 6 rackets all arnd de court.den footwork again..den game.it was de first time I plaed 1-1 with Rachel..ok den we did circuit in de courts.hahas mabel n I gave birth to babies..she a guy n me a gal.hahs lame inside joke.n finally, we ended everything with a blk 11 round.hahs I luvr erunning at blk 11.its more interesting than de track.n tt dae de photocopy shop was opened..so it was damn cool mann.wheneva I pass by de shop.after dat we headed to queensway to get our windbreakers.hahahs.was so happily helping to distribute when I realized there's two mabels..where’s my name??argh…de poor uncle had to start unpickling la.n de unreasonable me wanted him to complete the embroidery by tt dae itself bud it was impossible.by the time we left- prob an hr later.he was still unpickling la.so ok.Sherman helped me to collect de windbreakers de next dae lor.thanks Sherman!hahas I had to go get qy's prez.yeah n we did our squash shirt dere too.hope its nice.de windbreaker's nice larh.except tt de size I got is too large!argh..oh yeah n sihui saes each sch team player will get 70$ to get wadeva stuff dey need I think.as in like jerseys.shirts.shoes.yeah!!ok den by de time we were done at de shop it was kinda late liao.super hungry so we settled fer dinner at macs.caryn was so damn busy squeezing all de oil frm de rich burger.n boy there’s lotsa oil mann.after dat we ran fer de bus..hahahs ran like prob an 80m sprint.n I hate running fer buses mann.den me n sihui alighted at de wrong macritchie busstop.so we had to walk one busstop..n we were both kinda paranoid..dno wdas lurking out there.ok..really had fun with all de squashers.i love squash.i love squashing.i love squashers.all de best to each n everyone..even thjo we will hafto pit ourselves against one another when we fight to get into de sch team.we are still together as one and we are sposed to work tog in de end to win other schs n to get into top 4.i really hope we'll get into top 4..cont de legacy of squash being in de top positions.make squash de IN sport again!let our hard work pay off man.

Ok n den on thurs I squashed with cj during our afternoon pe.hahas no more afternoon pe fer the time being..!yeah it was great playing with him.its always nice to plae with someone whu’s stronger than you.since it makes u improve too.anw shall challenge him somedae..!afterwhich I went to meet paul.hahs was sposed to meet her at cityhall bud I rmbed it as orchard so I alighted at orchard larh.was so happy that I was onli 5 mins late den realized she’s oredi waiting at cityhall.hahs.qy's bdae tmr..!dinnering at kovan.weird place..n I dno how to get dere.anw it was qy’s suggestion so alrite.

Hmm I think fate is a very important thing in our live.its so cool n interesting to see de same person everywhere.here and there.bud sometimes its always so near n yet so far.that's fate fer u n me./

squash

2006-01-15T05:39:00.000-08:00

squash..been squashing damn lots these daex..wed..fri..sat..n next time trainings will prob b on wed n fri liao.ok cool.i still like squashing.n yesh.i dislike doing pt n stuff bud yeah.i noe its kinda bad if we always try to bargain with coach n sihui n den end up doing v little fer pt.oh well.its fer our own gud.okie bt i realli enjoy running at blk 11.its jus more interesting i think..than de track.

anw.went queensway with some of de squashers ytd.most of em actually.n we gt ___!! haahs US top secret nt spposed to b disclosed so soon.scully it turns out to b ugly.anw.i hope we do get lotsa chances to wear it.

anw sian.gotta read up one wk's worth of newspapers./

jc friends

2006-01-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

i rmb during squash chalet, we talked about jc friends beign dere onli fer companionship.yeah i guess its qt true.dere are so many pple dere whom i cnnt bear being alone with.n deres so much awkwardness bet us.the life that many of us lead are just so different.guess everything's formed during de diff env that we were in in sec sch.haix.guess jc life is just a phrase whereby we shld jus mug n mug.jus get on with life.bear with it.n everything will b well again in uni.

did a personality test.its realli true.its saes that im a v sensitive person.v scared of pple's opinions of me.yeah.i seriously feel tt this person is feeling v irritated at wadeva i say, n like give me tt feeling tt she doesnt like me.wadeva i sae, she'll reply with a statement tt make me feel idiotic and stupid.like wadeva i sae is definitely wrong.n tt look.yes i hate that kinda feeling.haix bt dere's nth i can do.shall jus haf minimal contact with tt person.

been trying to do my homework these days.deres just so much to do!i cnnt wait fer new yr to come.mahjong.!rest.eat.get together./

hair cut

2006-01-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

i just cut my hair todae.argh its frigging ugly n i realli regret it.no-i did not stick to my new yr resolution.i still suck.oh well mb it can start with the new chi new yr.gna springclean soon.i lurve doing it mann.!anw i seriously hate my fringe larh.

met up with pauline just now.yes i lurve meeting her.talking to her.hahs.briefly talked about how sum guai pple are having bfs now.hahs.im still waiting patiently fer mr right.anw.wactched 2/3 of kingkong.de movie's so nt about kingkong.revlves so much about pple getting killed n dinosaurs.

shall blog about nano outing at ecp ytd another dae.n yeah.i refuse to continue doing my hw.i hope i did more hw than pple like fusong tho..!/

reflections fer de year

2005-12-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

Reflections for year 2005:
this year has finally come to an end.wad a busy one.hectic with studies and lotsa other stupid commitments.mum is right, j2 life will b worse..time to stop spending so much time and money out.stop using de comp so often!!bud im glad tt i got de bursary thingy this yr..so i've gotta work even harder next yr..!pass thru de last hurdle.and im glad tt my hols this yr was well spent.since sec 3, i've been working during de hols.except fer this hols..im glad tt i've made a difference to my hols this yr mann.to experience smth new.de 17 daex in nan was realli memorable.

bud i hasnt changed much after cuming back.so much for what now.yeah, perhaps this nan trip is just a stepping stone to a change in life and a better person.it wunt b able to change a person wholely overnite.oh well.

so here's my new yr resolution:to be a better person in 2006 and to treat everyone around me betta.To do so:love my family more.study hard and get gud grades..get scholarships..!stop spending so much time and money out.stop using de comp so often.and of course.to participate in more volunteer work..

yeah so friends..do remind me of my resolution yeahh.happy new year!!/

sick

2005-12-28T19:13:00.000-08:00

argh hate de feeling of being sick mann..having gastric flu since tues..went out with shuhui den after dinner..i oredi felt weird..n when i got home..i vommitted..!n it continued to be so until ytd..haix.ytd was horrible.woke up feeling realli bad n vommitted and had diarrhoea and constant blackouts.slept thru de whole morn n onli felt well enuff to go to de doc during lunchtime.oh well didnt haf any appetite and was told by de doc its betta to fast.so yeah.did as followed.anw.went back home n slept again.my whole dae was dedicated to sleeping.whoa..guess im betta todae.yeah feelign bad corrs i missed de pbl session ytd.n todae erica told me its completed le..!omg.i did nth.oh well.dere's lotsa hw to b done..n im onli done with de 14 pages maths assignment minus curve sketching.haix.n im left with 5 daex to complete it all.haix.my gastric flu shld cum later.anw.its contagious..!highly.bro-in-law caught it first.den it spread to brandon.den bro-in-law's sis caught it.n my auntie(who helps look after brandon)'s 2 sons caught it.den my sis got it and spread it to me,yeah.i hope it stops here.supposed to isolate myself and oh well.i tried.yeah i hope i get well soon./

xmas!

2005-12-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

merry xmas to one and all...!

hmm dinner with klass 20 on de 23rd..which is a fri..hahas de usual pple went larh..haix its always a clique outing..!at least this time alrite more pple.settled fer dinner at lerk thai..or rather jerky thai..hahs.de food's nt bad i think..i like de fishh..!shall go dere w my family again sum ddae..thai food's great!homely!anw.thanx klass 20 fer de necklace..!hahas i like it..hahs n i was telling mabel tt dae tt no one has ever given me accessories except braclets.anw i hope dey didnt geddit corrs dey didnt noe wad to get yeah.hahas.yeah.anw after tt we walked arnd..n went esplanade rooftop to exchange prez.hahas thanx chiobu fer ur bookmark?anw den we did sum forfeits..yuckiest bring zm's...omg its damn yucky and hahahs im super glad he got it mann...!serves you right haha..anw den deres this bunch of pple..sum of them looking qt cool n beng-ish kind larh..den deb was to do a forfeit n stand up and shout merry christmas..den those pple ignored her..n we suddenly realised tt dey were using sign language.oh well.jsu feel tt its a pity tt dey do not haf one of their senses working..anw.was inspired to go volunteer at sum deaf association or wadeva bud i realised tt dere's nth i can help..anw.will try..

alrite.den ytd.xmas eve.went out w xw n jy..yeah nice gg out with dem..hasnt met up with dem ever since i left.anw.shopping..!we went bugis.suntec.marina square.orchard.toapayoh.den home.hahs.first bugis..got a bag frm dere...hahas its kinda heavy.ohno..nvm..like it..n i got shoes..hahas.fake birken stock..noe its outdated now.bud jus wna geddit.anw.den we went to suntec..oh yeah thanx jy fer being our slave fer de whole dae.hahahs having to carry our shopping bags all arnd..anw den marina square.hahs went dere w qy on fri liao.so yeah.jy wanted to get a necklace fer his ... willign to spend 60+ on it mann..oh mann..tts too much.n dey are still nt cfmed yet lehh.aiyah not exactly sure wheder tt gal likes him nort lehh.i do hope so.dunt get his hopes high den dash it.anw yeah its great tt he has found his other half.hahas im waiting fer mine to appear.altho it did appear...bud in thailand..!wrong place wrong timing.lol.

anw.went to see de real birken stock..hahahs nice mann.jy saes his fren can get it cheap..frm overseas..hahahs..i cnnt believe that my fourth sis actually has two real birken stock shoes..!argh cnnt wait fer her to cum back to stay.alrite den we went taka.once we entered frm de wisma link.de guard close de door liao.so its lyk we couldnt exit frm dere animore..all de shops were closed...!sian.n dey closed all de exits larh.de onli exit was a pathetic door at de first level larh..so its like so many many pple trying to get out.damn stuffy.met into alvin frm ngeeannpoly.oh well hairstyle changed.dyed hair.i want red hair..!n curls..!hmm its kinda farnie tt he's still organising outings larh..when gin's n feli's grps like not in contact liao.anw prob i'll go fer de next outing larh.alrite..den aiyah we dunt wna get sprayed by pple or anithing..or squeeze arnd w other pple larh.so being de ham pple..we took 143 to toapayoh..reminds me of last yr.when mi xw josh n sh went toapayoh fer supper too.hahs ate at macs.we ate at bk.kfc n macs all in de same dae.hahas fast food freaks.reached de interchange at 11.45 larh..omg we missed 88!!by just a mere 5 mins lorh..den looked left..n saw 159 about to leave..!omg we ran fer it mann.yeah ran..as much as i ahte runnign fer buses..hahas thank goodness we caught it mann.corrs it was de last bus.alrite.den we were scared tt dere were no more feeder buses by de time we rch amk.luckily dere was.so alrite.it was a happy dae.lurve meeting my frens.ok.got home at 12.20..been out fer 13 hours..!

oh yeah n omg last nite i dreamt tt i saw anusak..den i called out anusak..bud de guy whu turned to look at me was an uncle..!omg nitemare..!where's anusak../

many many things to do

2005-12-21T17:56:00.000-08:00

hahas.dreamt of my kids ytd again...!dreamt of pitchaya.udon.amitta..hahas in my dream, i was holding a plate of fish-those kind that my mum cooks..n giving em to eat.hahas.weird dream..n its lyk..last time me n jieying thot tt pitchaya is short-sighted corrs she doesnt seem to b able to see things that's written on de board..n in my dream pitchaya was wearing those kinda black frame glasses that everyone's wearing now..n oh boy..she looks gud..hahahs.my dreams are getting so farnie and updated..ohno im missing em too much.

dere's so many darn things to do mann.firstly todae.im gna stay at home n try doing my homework..hahs im dyign tt pile!tmr..go fer klass 20's dinner.gin saes alot of pple cnnt make it.haix in de end scully turn out to b clique dinner.n i wonder if feli's back..den sat:shopping..!omg i havent been shopping in spore fer long.since im back, i've onli been shopping at toapayoh,tiong bahru,and tamp..n tamp aint even totally cleared..anw i wna get a tote bag..!yeah off to bugis, marina sq n suntec on sat..!hahahs n i've gt bursary..yeah..!after so so so many yrs..i've finally gotten it again..okie.n den..i've gotta go kbox one dae..budden dere isnt any student price until next yr.so next yr it shall be!finally.i've gotta get xw prez.n to think about nan.

de 5 random things:
1) im gg shopping on sat yeah!
2) i ate tang yuan(7) for breakfast today.
3) i hate being at home alone...again n again..i wud like peace.bud best is, pple at home with me, bud peace.
4) i am mrs sombat.mrs anusak is ok too.
5) i wna go back to ban nam ree..

yeah.i dunt wna pass this on.this thing has been circulating fer long liao.so let it stop here.cya pple soon..

squash chalet

2005-12-21T04:49:00.000-08:00

squashers at ubin-

arh.after cuming back from thailand on sat.mon i went fer chalet liao.w de squashers..yeah it was fun...went ubin on dae 2..my first time dere...!we cycled lots mann..n alot on those kinda bumpy and rocky roads..we cycled frm like..11+ to like 5+ larh..den had our lunch dere too lorh..anw after 5 hrs of cycling..everyone's butts were aching mann..n it still aches now..!

alrite..so de chalet was great larh..its realli big n spacious mann..n de toilet's big..!n dere's lotsa cooking utensils in de kitchen man.bud anw.gg to de chalet means i missed nano outing..nvm will make it next time.yeah im nan-ree sick..dreamt of de kids(sombat nid n adireak) de dae b4 ytd.fergot wad i dreamt about, bud i knew dey were in it.yeah alot of pple haf posted their photos liao..cool pics mann.its realli hard to tell pple exactly how it is like over dere..how exactly nice those pple are..haiyah everywhere i go now..i'll just keep thinking of nan..when we went to ubin..de place was nice larh..trees and all..no builidings..n dey were saying how nice ubin is..n i was thinking..oh mann..nan is yet de most beautiful n natural place ever yet lorhh..its realli beautiful.haix.i hate skyscrapers..everything here..

anw back to chalet.many pple left after de sec nite.so de big chalet's gt onli me.mabel.rach.thad.pak.huaming left.cool..rach went to sleep in de other room..so me n mabel had a bed each mann..yeah.n yeah we settled our dinner last yr by joining coach's buffet dinner..n guess wad..this morn..5 of us had diarrhoea...!!omg mann.first it was mabel.den rach.den pak n huaming went toilet twice...den i had stomachache at tamp.n dne at home..argh must b coach food mann..!he ought to pay us med fee..

and yeah..de squashers are getting more n more united le bahh..n yeah..it was nice chatting with mabel last nite..we chatted till we both slept mann.too comfy.

anw..one and a half wk left to sch-reopen....!gosh gotta start on hw liao..n yeah...thanking pple fer bdae prez now..thanx wanqi fer ur notebook n wristband.thanx 4/4 pple fer de watch..thanx xw qy n sh fer de slippers..thanx paul fer dat portion of de bag a long time ago..yeah.paul's in hk now..!hasnt met up w her ever since i came back.

alrite.shall talk about my beloved p4 klass dat i taught in ban nam ree next time.n photos..!

nan trip

2005-12-17T19:55:00.000-08:00

im back frm nan...!yeah i miss each n every single kid dere..too lazy to talk about wad happened in nan.can read oli's blog fer sum details.anw.im happy n realli proud to b part of nano5.i lurve my p4 kids..de days spent in Nan.tho short.bud were all memorable.i hope i'll b able to visit Nan next yr again.n yeah.pls call me mrs sombat.

squash finals

2005-11-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

hahahs i realli did get a walkover ytd..so i was in finals..!hahas eventually lost to stephanie 1-3...haix.so im second..!yeah..anw she's nt bad larh..her serves were gud..n yeah..she's a v nice person..anw i lost 7-11..10-11!!! n 7-11 again..hahahs i could haf performed betta if i were more serious..anw ferget it..i dunt mind losing to her..realise dat my squash raelli sucks..my drives are nt v gud..volleys suck..n my receiving sucks.n im so SLOW..!nevertheless..i had a gud time todae.first it was de match.den taking de 5 bucks food vouchers by pretending to b a sec sch student as dey haf open hse..hahahs n we had a gift..!choose frm these:choc/noodles/6 cans of lemon n kalamansi..hahas.have been drinking loads of lemon n kalamansi these daex.hahas gt de 5 bucks thing ytd too..free lunch n breakfast fer me shumin n diana...!hahahs we damn kiasu kind..super auntie lorh..n we were super excited about all those lucky draws..hahs after getting our vouchers..we ventured to find foodcourt 1 since we've been to 3.4.5.6 n dey say 2 aint gud..its closed...!hhahas den saw this sign..follow de arrow to win an ipod shuffle...hahahhs.kiasu pple...!!we followed de signs..yeah SIGNS..dere were loads of dem...walked fer maebe ten mins larh..finally came to de design sch whereby we are given two hours to make a tallest structure w materials given..aiyah difficult la..corrs dey were certain requirements..wanted to go get kim wee to join since he's clever..bud nvm la.we needed lunch! n lucky draw at de squash courts..sum lecturer told us we can take a 5 mins wlak back to de squash courts la..aiyah..n jus now we were still gg in zigzags..!passed by de tennis courts n gt tempted to plae.dere were free tryouts too.grabbed a rac each n plaed w this gal frm sp..hahahs she's those kind qt manly one..scary..eventually she gt bored of playing w us...hahahs since de balls always went out.hahas took 4 lucky draw coupons even tho dere were 3 of us.hahs dere was a stack of coupons dere de larh..

so ate kfc.prize presentation.lucky draw.yeah shall make my thankew speech here..hahas.thanx to shumin n diana fer constantly supporting me..n thanks to de 3 pple whu didnt turn up..resulting in me playing 2 matches n having 3 walkovers so i can get second..!hahas.my prize was a shirt n grips.lousy.n i thot i can get a trophy...!haix.after dat we cont to plae 3 quarters w kimwee n yuqin.

hahahs den yuqin went home.me.kimwee.shumin.diana.hahs we were left w 5 bucks vouchers..so diana went da bao-ed dinner..hahahs so kiasu dat we didnt wanta waste dat 5 bucks vouchers...n de gifts..kimwee exchanged 3 coupons fer 18 cans of lemon n kala..n he kop-ed two more..so he had twenty..!hahahs de poor boy..looking so farnie w 20 cans of drinks.den we were all in de bus when suddenly 6 cans of drinks rolled abit in front in de buS.it was damn loud n everyone looked at us larh..hahas v pai seh..

yeah so it was an eventful n great dae todae..RI boys are realli cute..first it was michael.de gentleman n cute guy.now its kimwee.gentlemanly too.n crappy.n skillful...!ahh..!trying to get him to go to our squash chalet..hahhas.n yeah..thru-out this whole tournament..dere were lotsa nice looking guys..alot w alot of charisma..nigel koh..kevin tan? senior..hahas..den there was also this guy whu looks totally like meng zhe..except its skinny n nt so tall n skillful one.n yeah.deres lotsa girls w charisma too..

anw have gained alot in this past 6 daex.experience.made lotsa new friends..n did loads of exploration.n won stuff.yeah i wish life can b as happy and carefree as this..

flying on mon.gg oli's hse tmr to stay.hahs gotta pack my bag ltr..bud i haven thot of de clothes to bring...!n dere are stuff dat i haven gotten too..food..socks..!camera frm uncle..argh i can sae im nt totally prepared fer de trip.since i missed loads of ocip meetings too.anw i hope i'll have fun.n wunt get sick.n be happy.no conflicts.no phobia of taking de plane.no losing of belongings.all safe.all healthy.n lotsa cheap n nice stuff frm bangkok..!yeah w miss u guys loads yeah..dunt miss me too much....!i'll b back on de 17th dec..ermms 4.55 pm at changi terminal 2..SQ 65...!hahahs in case u guys wanta cum n receive me..rmb bring all those boards w my name on it yeah..preferably a big banner w my name..i'll miss all my frens..be it 4404...20/05...all squashers including RI boys..yeah..cya guys real soonn...!!/

third walkover?

2005-11-25T22:35:00.000-08:00

hahas i've gotten into de plates finals le..oh well it was another walkover..aiyah my opponent told me ytd dat she'll b abit late todae..n so yeah i told her i'll wait fer her...so i waited n wiated..de match was supposed to start at 12 bud i waited till 2 n she still wasnt dere yet..okies.dats realli late.so i told dat person to give me a walkover le..haix i feel kinda bad..so we went fer lunch den went back at 3.35..n she still wasnt dere yet.so okies.dats realli too much..anw i feel bad now.since she asked me wheder i want to plae ytd anot.haix..tmr..playing against stephanie frm jj if i realli gt a walkover todae.yeah.dat gal frm jj.whu looks kinda weird..n used to plae v suckyly..bud hey.now she's in plates finals..!n she won all her plates matches..unlike me..whu had so many walkovers..n oh..saw her plae todae..her serve's realli gud man.gotta catch em all..if nt i'll lose man..i hate receiving..esp when my opponent gives hard shots.anw i'll jus try my best larh..dunt b nervous.jus do all my drives.

well..haven prepare my bag fer nan trip.hahas 2 more daex left b4 i fly.n i missed so many many ocip meetings mann..hahas.gud luck to me n thad tmr again./

my whole week

2005-11-24T20:47:00.000-08:00

this whole week has been super super busy.mon- went ocip.frm 9-5 la..learnt st nicks family dance..hahahs.dere were st nicks guys too.anw.after dat went ming ge can ting w zm.oli.bh.cj.debbo..dat place was qt nice larh..minus de pearls n all.bud de songs werent raelli of our generation.hahahs shall upload de photos next time when im back frm thai.hhahs so busy these daex.anw zm lent me his backpack.oh gosh its 50+10L..hahas its damn big n kinda heavy.thanx zm n cj tho..fer carrying dat backpack thru-out de whole journey.

tues.ocip den squash..haix lost my first match.to a girl frm rgs.7-11.8-11..nt too bad i think.omg her serves are freaking scary..its damn powerful kind.yeah.so i lost.plates.haix.rushed down to downtown east coasta sands fer 4/4 chalet..hmm i guess de 4/4 feeling is nt qt w me now.perhaps i've moved on..gone on to like klass 20 now.oh well..n josh brought jul along.cj if u r reading this.dunt be sad.its more or less cfmed dat dey r tog.even tho dey didnt sae.anw she stayed over at our chalet.hahahs de idea is kinda weird since it wasnt invitational.bud anw i dunt mind her joining us bud its jus weird.i bet she feels weird too.summore josh left fer his own chalets n onli came back at erm.12+?leaving her all alone w all of us larh.haix wad a bf dat is.i hope i nv get a bf liddat.anw i spent de nite sleeping.hahas gotta get sum slp b4 my pLATES match.so yeah..

wed.went down all de wae frm pasir ris to dover to find dat i haf a walkover.haix.n i had double walkovers...!which means i proceed to de qurt finals..yeah..so happea.even tho its plates.

todae.went ocip.den sp..diana.kexin.barry lost their matches.which leaves me n thad in de plates.loLS.thaddeus in plates.dat guy is damn ...won his first set 11-0..den purposely lose to his opponent.anw me n shumin jus spent our time in sp...until 3+..plaed w serena frm jjc.de bitchy.flirtatous.irritating.disgusting one..hate her mann.its like she kept calling fer let when its nt larh.n i always accidentally hit her n she'll try asking fer lets.anw if i hit her.its bacos she's in de wae.let shld b awarded to me.nt her.stupid and brainless..won de first set 11-7 i think.okies nt too bad fer a bimbo like her.bud i lost de 2nd set.oh well..thirs set i won again..oh yeah.den dere was this ball dat she caught in her hand n tried asking fer a let.omg..its her fault fer catching de ball n yet she wants a let.brainless indeed.anw.best of 5 games.so we started de fourth set.hahas was losing 8-10 when i caught up to 10-10..hahhas my serve.served..den i drived to de back..hahas she attempted to call fer a let again bud too bad.i was clearly nt in de wae so yeah.de referee ignored her n jus saed.match to peiqi...hahahahhs.i believe that de referees are in favour of me man.so yeah.i gt into de plates semifinals.hahas my first time.playing w a rgs gal.saw her todae.oh well she told me she's gna cum abit ltr.hmm i hope to win.den go finals.at least gt sum prizes..anw guess i won todae cos my opponent's serves werent gud.oh well.i shant think too much.nt gg fer ocip tmr again.oh goodness i feel bad.prob i'll go after my match.yeah i shud.anw.im nt gna expect much frm my match tmr.de higher de expectations.de greater de disappointment.anw best of 5 games is realli tiring.im gan stop drinking soft drinks frm now on.shumin saes it causes deterioration of stamina.ha.

gna fly soon.hahs gotta pack my bag soon too.all de best to myself n thad tmr./

match w RI

2005-11-19T19:24:00.000-08:00

de cat was let out of de bag ytd.hahas my student mum wanted to see my student pass.said i looked young.so alrite.i decided to confess lorh..oh well guess she's qt sad tt i lied bud anw.i was forced..!nt dat i wna lie to her too.so okie.at least i dunnid to lie animore.oh well.i hope her daughter w do well in her exam.anw tuition sucks.i dislike teaching mann.

anw.had a friendly at sgcc w de RI boys.hahas lost both matches tt i plaed.yuck i hate guys mann.alrite.first i plaea against this guy called jonathan whu had v gud whacks..okies.at least whacks are betta than drops.i lost 3-9..6-9..nt too bad larh..den after dat i decided to plae against this p5 boi..oh mann.gt thrashed badly.he kept dropping damnnit.lost 2-9..0-9..argh he's a damn clever boy mann.noes where to plae de ball.so ends up w make pple run.haiix.gaf up my hope on squash after playing w these pple.everyone-including pak lost their matches.haiix.dat's how bad it was.oh.fergot to mention.onli pak went larh..de rest all gals.

okies.n todae.had ocip..hahahs we progressed abit larh.my grp.yeah now alvin has joined our grp since his 'A's are over.oh well.he gave realli gud feedback mann..anw.dere's still loads to b done.n next wk's gna b a busy wk man.desparately trying to borrow a backpack now.hahahs ms lee/ms chan saed we hafto bring a 50L backpack..n lol.i went sports connection..asked arnd.n whoa.its damn big mann..haix..yeah.does anyone have a backpack to lend me...?i realli seriously nid one soon...!n i cnnt find van aw.hahas haf a feeling she'll haf one.oh well.she's prob in sum other country playing bball now.

ok so after ocip met up w paul w js.went swensens.hmm seriously i want to save money..all de thai trip money's gg to cum frm my own bank...!so yeah...my savings haf dwindled to like so little le..!omg.n dere's de shopping at bangkok.haix.stop spending...!!oh yeah..den we went to j8.apparently to luff at those whu sang horribly..n yeah.dere were qt a few.n in de whole hour dat i was dere..i saw onli one jc gal-frm rj..hahas.she didnt get in larh..den de rest..aiyah sum nt so gud..sum nt bad..at least dey were courageous.anw.caryn's nt gg fer de audition le.hmm she's stressed over studies i guess.yeah.studies shld cum first.anw.dat audition looks like its fer ah-lians n bengs liddat too.lotsa neighbourhood schs pple.

i finally get to stay at home tmr...!b4 i go out daily next wk again..hahahs.lotsa ocip.sianns./

harry potter

2005-11-17T20:58:00.000-08:00

watched harry potter w oli.gin.feli.deb.delf todae.pS..oh well.de show's okie larh.can sae its betta than chamber b nt betta than de first two.oh well.its too abrupt.bud im glad i read de book if nt i'll get confused..anw i'll definitely catch all harry potter movies de larh.anw emma wtason's pretty.katie's chubby.krum's nt v handsum.cedric's okie.fleur's realli pretty.fred n george r nt bad looking too.hahs.anw i still support harry potter films.

oh well.den we went to get de adidas watch.anw dere's no more white n green argh.it was still dere las sat.haiyah.so i gt white n orange..okie lah.bud i realli still prefer de green one.!bud this's realli cheap.its onli 37 after mutiple discounts.so yeah..

anw den we walked arnd damn lots.im tired now.

i lurve de toilets at serangoon garden country club mann.its air-coned.posh.cooling./

campus superstar

2005-11-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

hahahas caryn is going to join campus superstar..!yeah.finally persuaded her to do so budden she still thinking about it.hah.bud if she join arh, realli super high chance of winning.n n she's gotten a fan club le..hahs CFC..if nth goes wrong..we'll b gg dere on sat.after squash run..hahas i realli want her to win..!win this rnd..win another rnd..den finals le..yeah..!hhaahs n mabel is de president.im de vp.sihui is prob de secretary.hah.budden aiyah caryn v scared stressed n all.

anw.squash is tiring todae.rched dere at 1+ n squashed w mabel.did boas n cross courts.hahas did until like no mood liddat lehhs.v tired n no energy.been squashing fer two daex le lehhs.body aching la.anw den coach came.den we did cross court n boast again.coach feed larh.hahahs den i missed 15 balls.so hafto do 15x5=75 push ups or wadeva.bud anw end up everyone do 130 things..hahas 40 shuttle runs.30 push ups.30 burpees.30 situps.hahahs do oredi even more ache la.n tts nt all.coach wanted us to do 2.4km..!wahh hhas in de end we ran 8 rnds at blk 11.so tired.supposed to cum back by 9 mins siao.hahas bud i onli came back at 12+ mins..hhas im realli tired now.

wacthing harry tmr.!den fri gg serangoon gardens ctry club in de morn to plae w de RI boys.hahas so fun.i wna plae w michael.he's such a gentleman mann.after dat go training.haix n training's gna b more xiong.argh.den next wk squash novice comp.playing my first match on tues.2.20 at sp.playing against sum gal called lifang frm RGS..!rgs realli scares me budden she's onli a sec one.so yeah.i hope i win.i dun wna go into plates lehhs.i hope i can win 3 games.den i'll b top 8 n deres prizes up to top 8..!hahhas.dream..

i like de song wu chu cai hong.hahas.caryn-de next superstar..!/

double happiness

2005-11-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

dere's double happiness todae..Y?firstly.we had de cdp.hahas initially thot it wud b sum boring thing whereby we r all guinea pigs to realise de leaders' potential.bud nevertheless.nahh.i had fun..oh well de first game was rather stupid la.blind.crippled.dumb..de games played werent v fun either.oh well think tt our grp ws prob 15th in de first rnd..den off we move to matrix..!hahas thot de game was qt easy.bud nahhs.it involves lotsa memory work mann.n luck yeah.oh well we managed to win de first rnd..so we proceeded to top 4.lol nv can we believe tt we'll make it into top 4.so yeah we jus plaed lor.n yeAH CHEERS TO 20/05!!we were de champs fer de dae..!loLS.tt guy was announcing de first runner up.den we thot we were gt 2nd since we onli completed 23 steps.bud oh well.we didnt get 2nd..so alrite.i thot we didnt win..bud hahahah..dat guy announced tt we got first..yay..!cuckoo n brave n naive gin tried cheering..bud she was so fast n yeah.sudden.lols.no one followed her..so she malu-lol.in de audi whereby dere are a few hundred pple inside..ahahahas it was damn farnie larh..whoa gin..a few secs of fame...!lol it was realli damn farnie jus now lor..okies.so we got first..n de prez is $50 swensens voucher...!yeah.

after tt had lunch den came de sec happiness of de dae.yay.won in my match against mj..hahas didnt plae againts my opponent at sp..hahas.plaed against de vice capt of mj.lol.onli 4 gals n 5 guys came over frm mj.n yet they were v enthu bout cuming.alrite.anw i lost de first set.hahs lost 9-10..whoa so close mann.anw bucked up during de next two sets.won both so i won overall.yeah.bud my third set was qt horrible.i served out fer 4 times.lols.damn er xin la.if nt i cld haf gotten de pt.anw yeah plae n learn.anw my opponent yeah was qt gud..n i did two nice boas.boasts.wadeva.yeah.overall i think we plaed nt too badly..de mj capt was gud.n sihui won her..yeah..so proud of sihui.yeah i hope all squashers will b more confident.we shld nv b afraid to face gud players lyk de mj capt.coach saes if we lose.we can jus sae tt we lost to a betta player whu had 2 yrs experience.bud if she lose.she lou kui..so yeah we shld always b optimistic n do our best to win.yeah.i think all of us haf definitely improved alot.i guess we nid to haf more matches..!

n yeah when i was cuming home..i thot tt it wud b nice if u get a bf whu lives near u.den de guy can always fetch u home.yeah.neva get a bf whu lives at jurong or wadeva.yeah haha.

squashing tmr again.lunching w my darling b4hand first.yea mann.i lurve squash n all de squashers./

shopping

2005-11-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

yeah pw's finally over.all this project wk stuff.yeahh all gone le..!no more trips to woodlands.den frm dere de long walk to charles hse..

i've gtten harry potter tix..!lurves tt movie loads mann.its gna b 157 mins long..whoa hope i wunt want to pee halfway watching de show..

onli 16 more daex b4 i fly..!finally i got sum things done.went shopping fer ocip stuff w oli todae.had lunch at pepperlunch.been wanting to go dere since ages ago.niwaex spent qt sum time in dere getting wad we nid fer de trip.yeah.spent 33.70 in such a kinda shop.alrite.den oli wnated to get sports shoes.saw this nice one at puma.black n gold..super nice col combi..so yeah knew it'll b much cheaper if we do see it in queensway.saw took train n buses dere..n i went queensway ytd too.argh tend to go to de same place twice in a row.so went to i think all de shops in lvl 1 tt had shoes..and asked arnd fer de prices.hers was de same price everywhere la.den saw this nice looking dunks.saw two actually.one's purple n black.its realli nice.bud too bad its 102 cheapest i can find.so aiyah settled fer a cheaper one.68 bucks!!red.white.silver.super nice..n its cheap.w take care of it.it wunt get black.hahas i hope.

okies n yeah i saw tt adidas watch on sale in taka talkign hall.its gna b 41 after discount.hahas after i gt home i bugged xw to get it fer me.hahas its betta to haf a gift tt's smth u like la.

next wk.squash.next next wk.squash match again..!its gna b novice again.and at sp again.alrite i hope it'll b fun n i hope i do win smth.hahs wonder if dere's plate.ok.meanwhile.i'm gna haf ocip meetings in sch bah.den i'll haf 4/4 chalet.wanta take photos w everyone..!

been watching my date w vampire 2 these daes..it totally rocks man.de show's v touching..currently at episode 26 i think.its realli touching..all those romances..n more deaths w cum.hope to finish watching b4 i leave fer bangkok!/

my off dae

2005-11-06T12:00:00.000-08:00

yeah finally a dae fer me to stay at home.been gg out these daex.on fridae.after pw in sch.went to return wanqi her racquet den headed off to tamp 2 meet qy..wahh i stood all de wae frm bishan to tamp mann.hmm okies de place wasnt exactly v nice to shop..bud aiyah jus wanta go out lorh..so okies.she tried looking fer a job at de bubble tea shop bud de person saes dey dunt wnata hire pple..aiyah think da person is lying larh..jus didnt want to hire anyone young.okies after tt we went bedok fer a short while..den to parkway again..ahh lols kinda sian arh..keep gg to tt place..n i kept gg to city chain..lol..i've been to lyk 5 or 6 different citychain outlets le.okies.den saw laoda aka yuen yean at parkway.hahas surrounded by alot of girls.n he was de onli guy.hahas qy always tell mi rumours of him n other gals.anw.after tt..took de long bus ride home..oh well..we talked alot..talked all de wae till lyk sec 2 pple.weilong calling her stripes..cheeyao.always seeing pple at amk interchange.yeah as horrible as 2/1 was..well..dere were realli happy moments spent w my clique larh..yeah realli miss de past.bud yeah.im begginning to lyk de present too.

okies so on sat.went running.wasnt feelign v well after running..whoa luckily nv votmit nor did i black out.yeah we were celebrating caryn's bdae in de carpark lor.lol farnie place to be.n we gaf her a toy mike..hahas its an interesting gift bud im sure she'll lyk it mann.after tt we went to thomson plaza fer our first squash lunch.hahas nt alot of pple came fer de run bud hmm..its nt a bad start larh.

after dat i went off to meet paul.n we went suntec n marina square n orchard.oh mann walked damn loads larh..yeah had fun walking arnd w her man.n i sent 50+...!hahas gotta save frm next wk onwards..n to prepare myself fer de thai trip too.!marina square is realli damn big mann.didnt realli wlak thru de hwole place when i went dere w 20/05 dat time..so yeah we were tryiong to find world of sports..so we walked n walked wlaked..still couldnt find de bloody place.argh finally saw de directory..!hahas.saw dat it was beside tis liang seng sports shop..heyy.we've been into dat shop b4 lorh..so it was puzzling why we didnt find world of sports.anw tt shop is a v interesting one.sells lotsa cool stuff lyk judo stuff.boxing..n deres tis nice adidas shirt tt saes wu dao.hahs can get fer pple in wushu.hahas.i hope next yr fer our bdaes..klass 20 can collect 2 bucks frm everyone den can get betta prez..!hahs $20 is realli little to get nice things.anw so we went up to dat liang seng shop..den saw tt world of sports is nt up yet larh..haix wasted our time wlaking arnd mann.it's realli tiring lorh.4.8 km plus all these walking man.okies after de whole thing.we were happea pple mann.corrs we gt de things tt we wanted.ahh de bag tt she got is nice man.

now still in de process of planning when to go K.haix bud i've gotta save money..!cnnt wait to go bangkok too..!/

F.I.R

2005-11-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

three cheers to F.I.R..!fer being best group in SHA!i cnnt wait fer de third album to cum out yeah.faye.

to gin:whu's de U tt u lurve?i cnnt seem to tag at ur tagboard.!/

squashed again

2005-11-03T19:47:00.000-08:00

damn shagged now.squashed again todae.with xw.josh.jy n cj..okies long time nv plae w qt pro pple le..hahas i mean cj..de others..hahas.anw saw alot of familiar faces todae.saw tis guy whom i find familiar n think shld haf seen him b4 at de sp novice competition b4..den saw fusong.saw cheeyao.n saw tis guy whu looks totally lyk shunfa.lols.minus de stuff on de face only.omg.tt was freaky mann..okies so i squashed.n i ran 2.4 too.hahas ran halfway when squashing so yeah.de timing was drastic..!anw i hope my squash has improved.de walls at yck r realli nt bouncy mann.

okies so after squash.we sat down dere n watch other pros plae..well..dey flick damn loads mann.den deres tis guy whu looks abit lyk ah ben too - jas's bf..alrite after watching dem..we had to go fer lunch.i was damn hungry larh.settled fer lunch at de jus opened s-11..ban mee..!its been such a long long time since we've been dere..wahh last time in and sec always go dere fer lunch one..

okies so after tt jy wanted to go lib..so cj went home.to sleep.after walking so FAR.we realise de lib is closed on pub hols.argh my legs are damn tired..didnt noe where to go so we decided to go to parkway.hahas its been close to a yr since i've been dere.hmm de last time i went dere was w dem too.okies.we tried playing bridge w josh's miniature cards bt aiyah.cnnt tahan.w end up being giddy.so i slept.such a nice sleep.okie de place wasnt too bad larh..nt exactly big bt okie lor..den yeah todae is a happy dae..corrs xw told mi her mom has gt tis 30% off thing at world of sports.yeah i want to get sum stuff frm dere...den i showed dem de watch tt i want.n yeah dey find it nt bad too larh.except jy..den..we intend to go jb next wk..!yeah finally can go dere le..!shop..!prob go dere next fri bahhs.hahas hafto wait fer jy to get his mum's approval.okiees den we oso intend to go kbox sing overnight..!yeah gotta ask pz ym etc along..yeahh.finally gt pple realli willing to go tog.hmm den i oso saw track pants tt r cheap n qt nice larh..okies.

so yeah its nice meeting up w old pals..yeah.n well.josh gt into d hai die thing le..!argh so envious larh.how i wish im rich.n oh.gud luck to josh..!fer his tt thing which i nearly blurted out.

n my comp's still screwed.ah cnnt go msn./

2005-11-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

hahas jus read loads of other pple's entries about de klass chalet.oh well its realli interesting..to read other pple's entries den like recall wad happened at de chalet.yeah it was realli damn fun.

okies.so ytd i went over to my aunt's hse to celebrate yasmine- my niece's bdae.oh boy she's cute.pretty.big-eyed.n intelligent.my sis brought brandon along too.so yeah it was pretty amusing seeing two little babies sitting togather.yasmine will always look at brandon n bradon w jus ignore her.den yas will jus go n poke his cheeks.occasionally she'll let out a cry n scaredy brandon w b scared.argh he's so ham one lorh.okie dere were lotsa gd food..!wahh dey spent de whole morn cooking larh so can jus imagine how tiring it was mann.im glad im just a guest.anw i ate loads.hahas..dere were like chicken wings.taiwan sausages.hotdog.nuggets.curry.jap crispy chicken.jap seaweed chicken.delifrance bread.quail eggs w cucumber.almond jelly.duck.slad prawn.spicy prawn.sotong ball.cuttlefish balls.yeah cnnt rmb le.so it was a sumptous meal mann.n yeah..i had a great time getting tog w all my cousins..oh well..used to go dere alot in de past.stay over.plaed comp w daphni.ao ye until 6 am+..yeah bud prob wunt b gg dere tis hols since daphni w b having her 'o's.anw yeah its great gg dere.n oh..my cousin has gt samsung E730...!oh my tt's a GREAT phone..yeah i lurve tt mann.de photos tt i took were damn clear n nice mann.wahh n it can store so many things..wahh lurve tt fone mann.n now my 4th sis has tt fone too..wahh..shall borrow frm her next time.okies.i feel tt my daes r so happy these days.yeah prob except those whereby i hafto go sch.yeah pw todae was boring.had to listen to so so so many grps to present.haiix.n i squashed.haix.cant seem to get those balls tt w reach de left hand corner of de corner.damnit.n yeah..im super proud of myself.fer managing to hit two of those hit de glass-den hit ftont wall balls successfully.yeah...!shall master tt skill so next time i can do just tt le.alrite.

i hope i'll b happy every single day./

20/05 chalet

2005-10-31T20:46:00.000-08:00

back from 20/05's hmm...4th chalet lo..yeah it was great mann..!went dere w moz of de 20/05 peeps..well..de chalet wasn't wxactly big lor.bud at least it was big enuff 2 contain everyong lor..when we reached de chalet..everyone divided into diff grps..sum bridged.risk.mahjong.playstation.rotated...then bbQ.hahaz dere weren't alot of food bud yeah guess everyone enjoyed themselves.oli kept taking candid shots of everyone, n xie zhen fer both eri n feli.hahahx n oh man we gossiped bout wad sum wore n stuff.kinda measn since de target was so near us man.yeah so bbQ ended rather early n thank goodness it didnt rain at all during these few chalet daex.feli's weather forecast is just so bad mann..so after de bbq.we resumed wad we did earlier larh..basically i wtached loads of winning eleven, naruto and did alot of those u-and-whoever lurve life fortune telling..hahas dere were sum gd ones..lyk sherman n gwen one.hahahx this chalet's damn gud larh since all except eugene went..get to migle arnd.noe more about other pple lyk sherman n his haha apple lee..

den came sec dae.yeah we didnt go to de beach nor did we went kboxing.bud nevertheless it was darn fun n filled w fun activities.oli n others went swimming YUCK and a few of us stayed in de chalet lor.mi, feli, linkah n bh plaed mahjong tog.cool.each tai was 1 million lor.so we started out being millionaires and ohmy.my skills wre so damn gud tt i emerged as de winner and feli n bh were so darn jealous lor..dey resorted to all sorts of things just to steal my chips larh..hahas so i had to hide bh's chips in de freezer n feli hid hers in de honey stars box.hahas bh de sore loser.wahh den came more exciting things.plaed naruto 2.waHH it was a superb game!damn fun one lor.hahaz very ji dong when playign corrs it's just so exciting lor.hahaz my fav character is tt ai guy and he's so darn cool.hahah zm started taking videos of mi n oli when we were playing .hahas so damn cuckoo lor.hahas bud zm aint any less cuckoo larh..de game simply rocks man.made us so high.!ok so by then sherman, lk n cj left le lorhg..if dey had stayed it'll haf been more fun budden hahs jus tt dere wunt b much space fer lk 2 sleep onli.hmm so left ten of us.so we went to escape.den dere was this halloween theme so de whole place ws decorated qt nicely w lotsa spooky pple walking arnd giving out sweets.haas dere's tis sadako-look alike gal whu gaf mi lyk ermms.5 sweets in all.n tis vampire whu looks so much lyk fusong man.haahs took many rides..even went to tis not scary bud managed to scare debbo de huanted hse.went tarot cards reading too.it claims tt im gna haf a breakthru in my lurve life n i hafto participate n not be isolated.haa nt sure wheder its gna b true bud its qt crap la.anw i was so damn soaked after taking a sec flume ride w von man.yuck de water kinda stinks.ok so after tt we went din-per at bk.den bvathed.by then it was oredi 12 le.so darn tired..didnt even stay up 2 wacth my date w vamp.so slept all de wae till 9am lor.n del lost her specs at de panasonic ride n zm's shoes gt stolen..!poor thing mann.it was his bdae prez n oh man.i bet he's dissapointed.

well.so it was an interesting chalet.had fun even tho we didnt go 2 de beach or bowl.guess its jus 4 us to let our hair down n unwind.yeah n so it did.had fun teasing pple lyk lk n sherman.knew other pple betta and almost everyone's luv life.so all in all.tis wk's greattoo.dismissed rather early daily n we onli nid to go sch fer 2 daex..!hahas yeah beginning to lyk 20/05 more le larh.oh boy too bad we all onli get to spend 2 yrs tog.yeah now looking ferward to de end of op.

oh yeah den after cuming home frm de chalet.i went out again to meet qy.its been a long time since we've went out togther-i mean jus de two of us.okies.wanted to get track pants one.budden didnt manage to find any cheap ones la.anw yeah i saw was i wanted fer my bdae le..hahaz initially wanted tt nice adidas digital watch budden aiyah now we saw one nicer one..jus tt it isnt digital la.anw tt one is much much much cheaper n yeah its nice too.hahas jus thinking of de col..ok so we did catch up w one another n yeah.im tired now.

happy halloween pple.trick or treat?/

squash

2005-10-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

squash todae is simply great..i had lotsa fun.all de squashers rock my world yeah..yeah well i realli enjoy myself w dem larh..yeah..training was great too.even tho it started late.guess i wasnt tired since i had abit of sleep in de bus during de boring n nt v enriching ne trip.so ok.

well.de dae started off well..nice bus ride..den ne was so-so.nt v memorable.den squash lorh.guess my fitness is abit back.yeah did drills.boasts.plaed game w maBEl.pt..yeah everyone has grown stronger.yeah im afraid tt i'll be stagnant n yeah stop progressing.wanta plae w vinc josh etc again.yeah more challenging den can progress more.

jus read zm's blog.saw his uploaded photos of rv etc..yeah can feel his lurve n feelings fer rv n his old pals.oh well i miss and sec too.i seriously miss 4404 loads.i wuld lurve fer time to go back to de past.everyone still de same.everyone still in tt smelly container blk.i miss wanton mee.i miss singing.i miss bballing w 44.de feeling dere is great.u simple feel lyk u noe most of de pple in sch- oh well at least de sec 4s..i miss each n every single one person.n its jus so farnie tt i dun haf much recollection of 2/1.tt klass realli sucks.bud oh well of corrs deres sum pple in tt klass tt i miss.its de klass which gaf mi my v gud frenz.qy.paul.js.van.mich.yeah bud i was trying to rmb whu was my maths tcher.hahas.couldnt rmb whu it was.ph well prob its joy tan.anw.shldnt try to look back so much.de more u look back.de more things u'll miss.

so near n yet so far.yeah i hate tis kind of feeling.horribly disgusting./

fate

2005-10-24T22:14:00.000-07:00

i like taking bus rides..so many interesting pple tt u can meet..so much nice scenery u can take in..i like taking long bus rides..sit by the window.bud i dunt wish to get bus sick..

anw.todae is generally a gud dae..prob double happiness in a dae.yeah..however.i found out tt my msn's still screwed nm i dno wut to do about it..!argh so damn pissed.

ok.life is farnie.interesting.unpredictable.nv noes wut lies in store fer u in de future.fate is such a farnie little thing.haix.i dun like to move on..always dunt..soon..im gna b a j2..!tts too old fer mi..!b4 i knew it.i'll b off to uni.bud where's de money tt w c mi thru uni..?gotta mug real hard mann.bud one mus nv be complacent.jus becos u get 5 pts or wadeva shit doesnt mean u canm keep bragging.everydae's de same.de stupid pw lesson.n everydae i listen to de same thing.i'll alwyas hear de brags.oh cmon jus stop it.i'll mug hard.real hard.i'll beat u.wipe tt smug face on ur face.bud at least dere r so many other pple whu excel in things tt u dunt.no matter how hard u plae maple.u'll nv catch up w de rest.no matter how hard u wk.slog.cheat little kids out of their tuition fees.u'll nv earn enuff to satisfy ur greed.disgusting boot-licker.i've had enufff.stop making mi listen to all our boastings..shuddup.

i want to path out my future.bud gt no idea wad to major in.isit realli finance or acctancy or wadeva such stuff fer mi..?

omg n i jus plaed solitaire yet again..debbo:i gt 14125..!arhh was so shocked..hahas anw did it in 52 secs.yeah prob next time i can go take part in wadeva solitaire or freecell competition..

so many wishes.so many desires.nt a single shooting star in sight./

nydc

2005-10-23T23:26:00.000-07:00

yeah my comp's ok now..n msn shld b ok le bah.jus did an uber long virus scan which took 1 hr+..

anw..met up w de other 5 of dem ytd.yeah we managed to stay tog fer lyk a few hrs..which is nt easy since its jus so diff to meet up.anw..ytd.was supposed to meet oli at 9 fer vaccinationc.bud at 9.06 am..i heard my fone ring..so i jus jolted out of my slp..argh..overslept lar.so i jus hurried down to amk polyclinic..den apparently oli went in first bud sumhow i was done first..bud i had to pay 8.80 more since i didnt get doc's prescription fer malaria pills.okies..de jabs were ok larh..didnt realli hurt alot..bud it jus made my right arm ache lor..

okiess den after home went home..den went out to meet paul again..went bugis..well tt place's much betta than orchard..orchard's so boring now..everything jus seems de same larh..hmm den gt all of js's prez..gt a V NICE handbag fer her at bugis village.its handpainted n whiTE..so v nice.alrite..den gt her those kinda basket bag which she lyks larh..den went bugis village..walk arnd summore..den went orchard le..met up w de rest..n wow..dey werent v late..so after which we went to nydc at wheelock.ate.talk.lyk de baked rice dere..bud the drinks dey gt werent qt gud..alrite..den walk arnd..n took photos lyk we were tourists liddat..lols.anw we purposely chose pple whu look lyk dey cant run fast to help us take photos..since dere's rising crime rates in singapore.

ok.so after tt we went home lorh.gna miss dem till de next time we meet again..oh well..i've spent alot these daex..gna save n save..!den can go shopping at bangkok le..n 250 will b gone frm my bank fer nan trip.argh.n my right arm is still aching now./

today.

2005-10-21T22:54:00.000-07:00

everything shld b back to normal by now le..yeah it started again todae..hope it'll jus cont..

today.everydae do de same thing.lectures.lunch.leture.go klass slack.start on pw.at least todae was more interesting..prob becos it was fridae.wkends here again..!anw.pw.did op.my speech was qt lousy la.n short..den we jus bridged in klass.cluedo..!ytd was boggle..todae's cluedo..interesting game.nids lotsa thinking.oh well den had to go fer ocip meeting..tmr taking jabs w oli..!omg so scary larh..n dere so so so many to take.argh..after tt went fer astro.it was realli slack la..hahas den we went aj square..look at venus..bud more lyk we slack more la..sat down dere..chat n chat.since hs joined us too.so in de end astro was qt great..since we spent so much time chatting..

den whah..lyk gt qt alot of pple gt retained lehhs.im glad all of 20-05 peeps gt promoted..even tho dere were so many slack onex.bud yeah.i believe dey will b de hei ma of de klass..

track looks fun.i miss running.yeah it sounds crazy..cnnt go sat run tmr..!argh.w hafto wait till next wed den can exercise again.i think trackers r cool.bud minus those shot-put pple..yeah n guys whu r smart n sporty r realli super cool mann.perhaps it'll b fun to run everydae.jus do nth bud run.

finally meeting up w paul qy js van n mich tmr le..always been trying to meet up budden aiyah.smth always jus crops up.yeah it'll b ok tmr.except tt qy saes she'll onli haf a drink tmr.haiix.anw will b shopping fer js prez tmr w paul first.

oh yeah..n we're gna pitch our tents in thailand when we had one science n it camp.so cool..sleep under de sky..lets jus hope it wunt rain.

alrite.todae is such a fine dae.perfect dae./

many many happenings

2005-10-19T22:50:00.000-07:00

wahh so many things haf happened tis daes..n argh..i jus had my dinner larh..tired..

de most hong-donging thing is tt mrs lee gt angry w squashers todae..well..it jus started w caryn JOKING tt shes lazy larh..den she li ke angry le..den after tt even hung up on sihui larh..she was damn pissed mann.so we went to apologise after squash lor..waited by her car..fer lyk 20!!mins fer her to go home..den she was qt ok larh...nt realli too angry..bud as usual she had to gif a prep talk..so she nagged n nagged.den was super biased against de sports pple larh..wahh she clearly lyks de asthetics pple alot lor..den she had to comment tt we nai da nao xiao larh..oh cmon..lyk no link liddat larh..damn biased..den caryn gt v pissed..corrs white sheep was lyk trying to force her to agree w her statement la..so she stormed off lor..so we had to chase her..haiix..lee bai yang is so horrible mann.

wahh n bh arh..is a big fat liar..lied to us tt meatball is his pri sch frenn arh..in de end hmm she wasnt lor..hmm hhahas..

den well..ytd?..de usual us frm 20-05 went to catch a movie..watched skeleton key..aiyah thot it was realli scary..so exciting..den in de end..aiyah so-so lor..nt realli v scary lorr..it jus had a twist in it la.

yeahh WR is FINALLY DONE!so sick of it larh..haiix now mus conc on op sian..

having 20-05 chalet next sat..wahh having so many more chalets so cool..gna unwind..n omg..saw de ai guo you qing tian commercial..i think tt de guy i saw at j8 is leon..nt his bro..!arh omg..!

oh yeah n we gt back all our results..yeah i managed to pass gp..tho its still kinda lousy..oh well i've gt few wks of untouched straits times to cover..bud we r dismissed so late daily.siann life sucks.

i want a break.hai die.!/

leon..!!

2005-10-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

leon...!!!cj told mi he saw sumone whu looks lyk leon ytd..den i was so happea..happily went to try seeing him bud argh..tt guy is his bro..nt leon..!!at least i think so larh..he had a cap on..den couldnt c v well..budden yarh larh..qt ugly..so shld b garett..loLS..was qt paiseh when he saw mi looking larh..argh how i wish it was leon tt i saw..!

next fri's hai die's auditions..omg i wanta go..!!hahas budden no money to sign up fer lessons..josh is gg fer de audition larh..aiyah rich mahhs..scarly he get in..den next time be next jj..yuck betta not..argh so fun larh..go fer aud..

todae we had de farewell assembly fer de j2s...wahh it was boring n not lyk a farewell assembly liddat..niwaex alot of de choir members gt de cols award den dey kept mentioning their trip to czech..omg lyk so fun liddat..i miss choir..i miss singing...maebe i'll go fer choir aud when i go uni next time..

den in de afternoon mi n del..mabel n rachel went to pack goodie bag..omg we were practically human conveyor belts larh..n all gg at top speed.its realli disgustign n horrifying la..1500 goodie bags to b packed la..de whole thing made mi sweat..hungry n tired larh..wahh i bet pple walking past enjoye watching us packing lorh..den weeleng n tony kept striding arnd..wahh how i wish i was lyk dem..so seng nang..dunnid pack bags..

haiix so next mon onwards j2s nid nt cum sch le i think..gna miss all those familiar faces tt i c on de bus everydae..i dun wanta b a j2..it doesnt seem rite..it makes mi so old..

gotta finish wr fast./

late fer sch

2005-10-12T22:29:00.000-07:00

wahh i think i can take part in guiness record le..woke up at 6.53 todae n spent onli 7 mins on getting ready fer sch la..wahh its realli unusual since i norm. take alot alot of time mann..wahh i was uper sound asleep n dreaming of hmm i fergot wad..den sch was borign as usual..den alot of pple were very siann liddat..n de cdp thing was boring todae..de guy whu gaf tt talk is weird..n talks too much about ermms..grapes i think..den after tt we plaed 99..lols..cool game mann..we even used 2 decks of cards la..wahh chao du gui mann de class...den 11.30 came..argh got back chem paper..hahas it was an okie grade..v happea..yeah..den went to haf lunch..den went nexus w zm gh n feli..hahas bh nv join us as he was talking to his meaty 'girlfren'..lols.

after tt went squashing at yck..plaed plaed plaed..its been such a long time since i've squashed..kinda rusty..n im so darn slow mann..den xw had to leave early fer her guzheng..so left de 3 of us..den we plaed match..wahh i plaed against josh..den first match i won him larh..9-2..in fact its called thrashed..den sec match i lost..third match i lost..haiix..alrite den in de end had to go fer training le..so went back..did de usual training things lor..wahh in fact we did everything lor..n coach saes we r more enthu than de guys yeah..n we haf chalet..changi..!yeah it'll b frm 18-22 dec liddat..i'll b back frm thai le..!den coach saes its onli 200 fer 4 daex..wahh so cheap..n its gna b big...yeahh..!alrite den coach told mi my flaw..argh i always pull my hand back alot..den 9in de hand will b v slow..yeah after de correction hahas i believe i feel faster..lols..alrite im so tired..been playing squash since erms..1 pm..till 6..my arm aches..

i hate msn mann..i've been online these daex yet i cnnt sign in..!everytime i sign in i'll get signe dout again..argh its realli irritating..msn sucks.wahh n gettign more papers next mon..so exciting..!n caryn told mi its 0605 tt has gt all As n Bs..wahh so gud..hahas maebe if my klass work hard den we can do it?hahas jia youz 20.05..!n in de end arh..sherman is nt bad yeah..think deir lousiest is a BBB...!!wahh clever...!hahas..

been trying to encourage caryn to take part in campus superstar..hahas since i haf 0 chance of winning..i shall get her to particpate..hahas can c shes kinda interested le..hahs i wanna b a superstar fren..!!

deres so so many things to do..!gotta finish harry potter book 4...!gotta get jiex's super belated bdae prezzie...!im tired./

yin mun hse

2005-10-11T21:22:00.000-07:00

yeah todae went yinmun hse after sch..well..sch was darn boring man..onli our grp brought a laptop..so we did part of our wr..skipping all those tt needs explanation..well..den plaed music..plaed bridge..yeah so mundane.bridge is getting so boring now..

alrite so went yinmun hse..had a 4404 mini gathering + jieying n beax..at first jus plaed mahjong..den watched mvs..yuck jay again..den we plaed tis interesting game called 99..wahh it was fun n exciting mann.ahh i feel tt my maths has improved..lols..mus intro it to 20.05..den we can get over bridge..!after tt we jus sat arnd in her hse..arhh so nice to be with 44 again..den alot of dem wanted to catch pride..so we went out fer dinner so xw can rush home to watch it..k lor..everyone went home..den left mi xw josh n jy to makan tog.wahh its been such a long time since we've hung out tog le..tmr squashing w dem again..haiix.sch's boring..bt at least tmr its gna b cdp.pw sucks./

after promos le

2005-10-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

yeah promos is finally over..!after de final econs exam..sum of us went out tog..hahas tog got much more pple le..anw we went to catch a movie..argh no more red shoes..so watched corpse bride instead..gt de tix den went to haf lunch..den walk arnd..den bowl..den watched de movie..well de movie was short n okie lor..after tt went hmm to eat fondue..yeah it was nice..hahas..12 pple ordering onli one fondue n one ice cream.nvm..alrite den after tt we went back home lor..mus catch chi zhi cheng long final episode..!tmr sch starts again..haiix so boring..gotta do pw.after tt still gt open hse meeting..haix so sian.sch is sian.now i cant wait fer holS to start..!>

mugging sucks

2005-09-24T19:11:00.000-07:00

whoa its been a gud 10 daex since i've blogged.n all this while..i've been trying to mug all dae long..well.im still v nt prepared fer promos..i hate mugging..!i hate school..!

i realli hate life nowadaex..kept having tis feeling tt she dislikes mi la.always gif tt kinda face when she talks to me..yuck i hate it.i cnnt wait till its all over..when i get to get outta dere..i cnnt wait fer all tis horror to end.

looking ferward to nov..as much as i dislike de idea of de chalet being in nov..i'll still go.i shld stop being stubborn..i've alwayz taken things fer granted..so many things.since young.sec sch..haix.

n i feel bad fer being mean to pple whom i mit haf hurt in de past..now to think of it..dere r sum who r nt as bad as dey seem..im too short-tempered..

haiix.life's realli stressful..everything sucks.

- 16 daex till de end of promos.i shall k again.lurves a cappella.

stop cuming online.!

2005-09-14T16:11:00.000-07:00

hahas.frm next wk onwards..im gna stop cuming online so often.shall limit myself to onli 1 hr once per wk.yeah..

recently i think tt A has been shooting at wadeva i saed.dno wassup.niwaex..haf decided to cut down n wad i sae to her.lest i get shot at..

alrite.i mus mug.

hahas.gna watch felis match ltr..quarter finals le..so cool..hope she'll win..den semis...!dden finals..!yeah..hahas.den she can haf a betta looking testimonial./

watching superstar again

2005-09-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

hahahhahs.junyang has been signed by universal...!yoohoo..!tts so cool la.i bet his album will b a v nice one..hahas.n de superstar album..chey.it doenst haf all de singers' songs la..haiix.it onli has ten songs la..n silver is singing.yuck.chanel n leon r nt in it la..so i guess its not worth buying.since junyang's song is jie kou.n i haf it le..n oh well.yeah deres gna b tis show superfunkies wherevy dere'll be superstar hosts..yeah.too bad weijian wunt b in it la.alrite.its realli late now bud i simply lurve watching superstar again n again.

tis is cool.are you going for fame, glory and glamour, or are you going for music? Glamour and fame will go away once it is over, but music will stay forever in people’s hearts./

kboxing

2005-09-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

whoa my throat is damn ermms.sore? now.haiix.

went kbox ytd......!w pauline..bud w a sore throat.bud it was still super funnn...!we sang alot of songs tt we dunt usually sing..hahahs..n i guess we sang most of wad dey sang in superstar..loLS.simply lurve singing coco's n amei's songs now.wahh de superstars sang so many of their songs la..n those r realli realli nice manx.our fav song was jia xing xing..omg tt song rox man...!its damn nice la.hahas de tune is so catchy..den mu nai yi was gud too.hahas since i managed to do kelly's part n we did he ying tog..arhhh he ying is so fun n nice to listen..!omg i simple lurve de he ying parts..!we he-yinged fer hmm..mu nai yi n dong jie.dong jie will b realli nice if we can conc well on he ying-ing..n its so darn farnie la..n thru-out de whole session we were trying to imitate de superstar pple la..tried doin chanel moves n de best was junyang's stiff sways.omg so darn ridiculouS...we sang lotsa farnie old tunes..hahas.dong tian li de yi ba huo w de farnie derrick thumb signals..den ke ai de mei gui hua.n oso liu shui nian hua..hahas i lurve it when junyang sang tt.his sways were realli farnie n weird la..hahas now i realli wanta take part in singing contests...!so darn fun...!den u'll make alot of frens...!n frenz whu share de same passion as u..!!whoa superstar realli has made an impact on mi.didnt use to listen to leehoms songs bud now i lyk those sang by leon.wah so nice..!n coco n amei haf realli nice songs mann..!hahas..'wo jiao peiqi.wo zui ai chang ge..!' hahas.tt will sound familiar to oli.hahaha..i lurve kbox mannnn...!hahas.everytime i go w paul it'll b so fun la.once we were crazy over F.I.R n kept singing their songs over n over again.den another time we were rapping n rapping..n now.its all de superstar tunes n de he-ying..!hahas.n my jacket reminds paul of junyang when he performed..omg.my mind is super filled w superstar..!haiix.now deres no nice show tt i look ferward to le..alrite.cant wait fer my throat to b okie again..!

den hmm.de squash tournament is onli fer novice..!omg..!den i shld haf taken part la..haiix.den it'll boost my confidence..haiix.all de best to feli mann.!mus try to get into plates' finals yeah..

alrite.so tis wk is ending again..!tmr gotta help my bro-in-law teach la.argh n its spelling bee..!nv taught it b4.n omg.its at bedok..!so far la..haiix.so sian.tis wk hmm..spent tues n todae mugging.den tmr prob can mug abit.sat n sun mus mug..!n mit b gg running on sun w gin.hahas meeting at 6.30? at her blk.lols.been such a long time since i ran.bet i'll b panting early..alrite so todae i finally met up wif qy.after lyk..hmm..such a long time.we mugged - or rather i mugged.wahh den saw alot of pple.first at lib - saw 4/2 pple.den at kfc - saw shui yong..den went lib again.den saw eugene n his frens..den saw shumin too.hmm tt shld b it..

singing..i lurve singing...!/

chem ivle

2005-09-06T14:44:00.000-07:00

wahh was typing tis sec entry bout tis indespicable person den was publishing it le dem my comp hanged.argh..guess it gt as angry as i was n hanged.

niwaex was saying tt i jus did chem ivle mcq.den i gt full marks which led to prob my first time being 1st outta 33 pple.alrite.den i would haf gotten 16 marks if nt fer gins help..bud at least i tried it on my own n den referred to gins answers.so alrite.gt reminded of tis person whu cheated in a NATIONAL exam recently.right in fornt of my eyes.n when he was doing it..he was luffing away n nt beign guilty at all.ZERO INTEGRITY...!he didnt even try doin it on his own n hello.its a national exam..!n hello.everyone was looking at him at tt time n he still found it ok to cheat la.n heyys.it was still okie when he did it de first time during a common maths test.it was de first maths test our klass had n he cheated n ended up topping de klass fer maths la.alrite tt was a minor test so i dunt care bout it..bud tis national exam..!he cheated..!n many of us gt sum answers wrong..wad if he get gd results fer tt practical again?huh?wads de pt of getting gd results when u had to resort to such indespicable means?he realli suck man.sumhow i hope he'll cheat again so den i'll definitely report him..he suck he suck he suck.such pple shld b banished to hell or get cursed fer his entire hell or fail his 'A's or tt he nv ever get married or haf bad luck ferever./

mugging officially started

2005-09-06T13:49:00.000-07:00

hahas.my mugging session officially started todae le..this morn to b exact.did wad im onli gud at n haf de most interest fer - MAths..!well..bud oredi getting qt bored at home now..haiix.everytime hols always alone at home..lonely..niwaex.realli nid to mug le..!

oh yarh ytd went sch fer ocip meeting again.9 to 5 la..!lyk wking hrs liddat.well..it wasnt fruitful.at first we pasted those charts lyk "circle n a drawing of a circle" onto vanguard..den were v happea corrs finally we did smth..!did we all drew sum farnie pics..fer de treasure hunt.loLS.most of our drawings were realli awful yeah.

den went fer lunch at nyp corrs we were bored.came back frm lunch n we found smth to do..!n tt is to un-paste those charts..!argh..corrs de tchers wanted to laminate dem..argh so we tore out our hardwk la..den de edu pple went to laminate..wah dey onli managed to recover a few onli la..haiix.waste paper.wste glue.wste vanguard.waste ink..haiix.

so de highlight of de dae ytd was de chatting aka. gossiping thing..lolS.we spent a hell lot of time 'chatting' la..prob 2 hrs..chatted loads.talked bout jeremy n his erhem..baby..den bp pple talked alot bout de pple dey dunt lyk etc..lOLS.oh yeah..n sarah is bloody rich man.fancy having ur own horSe..?!i think tt she n carmen r realli qt alike..in terms of character n wealth..lolS.prob such wealthy pple will turn out to b de same kind.niwaex.still think carmen is richer n has more interesting experiences to share.nvtheless.both r realli interesting pple yeah..

yeah so ocip is realli interesting..homestay.shopping.wait.promos cum b4 tt.so yeap back to muggerland./

long wk

2005-09-04T15:04:00.000-07:00

whoa im finally here to post..after so so many daex..de prev few daex were so busy man..de first one was gg to wacth superstar live..its so interesting to watch it live...!de atmosphere was gd..n acroustic in de stad was gd man..but we were sitting at weilians side...!argh bud nvm..sitting at tt side gt us filmed..!hhahas i bet no one noticed us bud when mi n sh watched de repeat telecast..we saw ourselves..!loLS..alrite..so tt dae we went dere w song guang..initially he was supposed to b sitting at de balcony budden dere werent anyone sitting beside mi so he came down to join us lor..n oh boy..he was wearing tis bright red shirt..n we were at weilians side.nvm..realli lurve gg fer such concerts man..!junyang n xinhuey were damn guD..!JJ Too!...n of corrs..de audition clip gt mi supppper inspired..lOLS..

alrite..so now back to de present..slept fer 12 hrs ytd..exhuasted after cuming back frm de ocip camp..de camp was of corrss...GREAt..!had lotsa interaction n de bond bet everyone is strengthened le..knew more bout de different pple n de sense of humour dey had in dem..lyk getting to noe sarah more..n xinjie is damn crappy too..oh well..we plaed sum interesting games tt let us haf trust in pple..patience..

fri nite we had de majoria n minoria..basically yes..we sorta learnt tt its diff to communicate w other pple when de type of lang u use are different..alrite..den fri we slept at arnd 1? n woke up de next dae at 7 am..tts y i slept 12 hrs ytd..!was realli tired man..sat morn we did de trust fall.its my first time doin it so i failed de first time..sec time i did it le bud i did it wrongly..nvm..de greatest thing we had to overcum is de fear in us la..alrite..in de end we all did it..!n by den it was lunch time..argh malay food again..nvm..after tt we had a thai lesson..w sum students frm thai now studying in spore..lols it was realli darn diff trying to learn even simple thai..ohno.so how r we gna communicate to de thai kids?or teach dem eng..?it aint gna b a easy feat la.n now omg..i fergt all de pronounciation le..!argh..n wow..we r gg bagkok..!fer arnd 2 daes liddat..!yeah great..!gna shop n buy lotsa stuff...!n while in thailand..we r gna haf a homestay!fer 3 daex..2 nites..!alone..!w sum thai family tt we dunt noe..!argh im gna rmb de impt phrases lyk "i dunt understand" in thai..hopefully i'll b placed w a nice n sweet family..wow den i'll get to experience a simple life..!goodie..

kboxing on wed.since gotta b in sch frm 9-5..!! tmr fer ocip meeting..argh malay food again..!jus d/led lotsa nice superstar songs..!yeah./

n i jus heard tt universal is considering leon..well..aint sure wheder its true bud i hope it is..!

happea tchers dae

2005-08-31T22:00:00.000-07:00

todae is de eve of tchers dae..at first we all attempted to do de acers dance la..hahas.it was super shi-bai..haiix.nvm after tt we went to de hall..de air-con hall..hahas.everones shocked tt aj actually has an air-con hall..niwaex..de performances aint exactly v nice to watch..y no tcher perform de?haiix..den de perf arhh..haiix.dissapointing..de best was prob band..bud hmm..dey didnt move..!stiff n stony larh..no zesr..tt makes it boring..haiix.laz time amb damn damn interesting de larh..dey move soo much when dey plae lor..so interesting..n todae.i onli spotted one person moved.n hahas..of corrs de person's js la.haiix.aj..haiix.

after de perf mi js n xp went back tog to anderson..went back w part of 4.1 ajcians lyk sihui.cj.cy n ws..hmm by de time we rched and sec..de concert was over le lorh..den we walked arnd..looking at de new stuff again..den finally joined de rest of de klass at our temp blk..de first greeting tt i gt was spastic la..darn..we went to our dear 4.4 klassrm..wah all de nice memories..nice air-con..de smelly smell we used to haf in our klassrm..waited until de current 4.4 gt out..den we hurried in n scrambled to our seats.too bad now onli gt 4 rows instead of our 5..wah realli miss sitting in such rows..wunt hafto kick pples legs..n u wunt haf de tcher standing in front of u n blocking ur view.yeah tts realli irritating la..alrite..so after tt..hahas..we did wad we alwayz do..we gathered at yms table n plaed bridge..bude niwaex we gt bored after a few games so we jus sat dere n chatted lor.everyone has loads to catch up on..ym talked bout nt being able to sing freely w/o pple thinking tt shes weird..lh talked bout scolding de f word n pple getting shocked..hmm our lifestyles has changed..each n every single one of us has changed..haiix.i want back my old life.de old things tt i do.de old habits.i actually feel tt i've becum less happy after cuming to jc..haiix...

so alrite..we had a fun time sitting in our klassrm n waiting fer mama hynuh to rch and..had a gd time flipping lest fone..listening to dem sing..after tt we saw hynuh..talked talked..den went fer lunch.hai too bad s11 has been torn down..our usual makanplace..oh well after a long time we decided to go j8 la..lols de nearest place.so de foodcourt was prob de best place to settle our lunch w/o conflicts.whoa able to find 15 seats tog..alrite so we ate dere n sat fer a v long time..kept ourselves w lame jokes frm kannan n updates about our lives..okies..n i saw hanting n eugene in j8.yuck all de cat high pple..okies.after tt more n more pple left..den we had to decide bet bowling at grassroots.or movie-ing at j8..haix in de end even more pple left..tired n stuff..haiix left mi jy lest xw ym n pz..so we decided to go pz hse dere plae bball lor..de game tt we soo miss playing tog..so we gt dere..bud de bball court was under renovation..so we had to call so many pple la..to ask fer de nearest bball court..turned out dere werent any.so we plaed badminton..it was darn weird playing it.plaed it in de squash wae.it feels weird too.okies..so we plaed n chatted loads.n i fergt to bring jys pe attire..!hahahs his mum is rather angry.okies..to sum it up..its great being w 4/4 again...!!lurve everyone loads..!looking ferward to chalet...!tis yr it'll b lh bking it le..hahas.prob coasta sands?nvm de place..its de pple tt makes de place nice.. n ym talked bout gg clubbing tog sumdae..hahas.okies.so i gt at arnd 8.left onli a dae fer hw.argh..

tmr superstar..!i've gt T13 row 27..hahas hopefully it'l b okie..bud judging frm de sistic map..its definitely betta than de spore idol one..oh well..i haf poor eyesight so i realli hope to b able to c dem..n i've gotta finish my hw tmr..haiix.fri camp till sat..haiix.tiring..will sure be home late tmr..

kboxing on mon...!yEAhHH..!w my best singing partner paulinE..!loLs..n my first fan..

haiix.sumtimes its realli hard n tiring to avoid sum things..oh well..im trying my best..i dunt wanta think too much bout it..bud it jus keeps cuming to my mind.argh..oh well i dunt lyk de feeling..it jus suck..oh well bud prob im thinking too much yeah..yeah..gotta conc on promos.nth bud de promos.no more training.so it shall b mugging time yeah.gd luck to all./

- hahas..n to bh.happea early bdae n happea tchers dae..!

im sick todae

2005-08-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

todae i went to de sick bay again.nt again..bud counting on de fact tt i visit de sick bay almost once each yr..haiix.m i realli tt weak?haiix.im sick of having such encounters yrly..haix.bud niwaex.pe todae was okies..plaed bball todae..whoa so long nv plae fer such a long period of time n well..its nice playing it again..

alrite.im gna c junyang.weijian.kelly again..!n i'll b able to c leon..!gg superstar at indoor stad on thurs..w sh..bud she told mi de seats shld b t row..argh tts qt far..bud alrite..i hope i'll b able to c dem..!if nt mit as well jus stay at home to watch it..

jus read tis story "I believe you".its qt a nice story bud de ending wasnt posted online..!hafto get de bk la..argh..almost finishing le larh..left 3 chaps.den liddat suddenly dun haf.haiix.lurve is such a farnie n interesting thing.de story is realli cool man.go read debs blog fer de link..

had de maths test todae.did laz yr's promos paper..hahas.its qt hard..haiix.i fergt how to do tis simple exponential differentiation la..OMg.hAIIX.tt was realli easy bud yet i didnt noe how to do it..!nid to catch up fer my maths..hafto read de prev few lectures well..mus ensure tt i obtain an A since its my onli confident sub.haiix shant think bout it.

one more dae..!den i can rest fer two daex!n c frenz..qy actually asked mi wheder we wanta haf a 4/4 outing again.whoa at least she hasnt fergotten bout us yeah.well exciting to c her again...so long nv talk to her le..sure gt loads to update..!

alrite.cnnt wait fer tmr to end..!n deres training..haiix.bud im leaving early since i'll b meeting my family fer dinner.mums early bdae.yeah..!haiix.i dunt feel lyk training tmr..n i haf tis craving fer kfc since ermms..laz fri..?haiix.prob haf it w sh on thurs..!when we c leon junyang weijian..!

ermms.34 daes to promos.?/

sundae le

2005-08-28T14:01:00.000-07:00

todaes oredi a sundae le..!omg..!onli 30+ daes n promos will b here..squash is stopping next tues..!den i'll haf lotsa time to start mugging le..deres gna b a maths timed prac tmr..well..its gud..gets mi started fer promos..okies..n deres gna b a cheat sheet.still writing it out now..n i've gotta do econs essay..!

wed n thurs r holS..!so cool..gna go back and sec fer tchers dae..c old klassmates..!i saw ttp laz fri..!when i was gg aj fer astro..bud niwaex since i was rushing..i didnt talk to him..haix.

im gna mug n mug n mug soon..hafto do well fer promos..esp fer my maths econs n chem..n GP..!after which i can finally rest..!

its realli gna b real exciting gg nan..so much stuff to bring..!ur own roll of toilet paper..!!lOLS.n everythings gna b stuffed into one backpack.!whoa tts qt difficult yeah.niwaex..cant wait fer promos to end..!den i can go kbox again..!hahas.been telling myself tt im gna take part in de next superstar..loLs..at least i hope i'll proceed to de next rnd until i get kicked out yeah./

squashing todae

2005-08-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

todae was yet another long dae.spa wasnt ok.nvm.shant elaborate..did do my calculation fer de first part correctly.haiix.okies...den de rest of de dae went qt fast too..den mi n feli went to plae squash after sch..v farnie la..we plaed games..frm preliminary rnd..to 1st rnd..den quarter..den semi..den finals..n she was my opponent since de first match.wah we plae until v cuckoo.alrite nt mi..onli her la..den now my arms r aching le..legs too..wah so long nv practise till so fun le..well..den deres tis safra com. cuming up..bud niwaex..im nt taking part since i'll nid to go sch fer de ocip stuff alot of daex.

okies.after thurs is always a happy dae.haiix.sat still nid go sch n out.im tired.wanta rest.

to feli: i hope ur butt's feeling ok.!

oh n saw zee online jus now..wahh so long nv talk to her le..shes cuming back in 88 daex..n fer 3 mths b4 gg back again..so cool la..wahh gna meet up w her..so fun.she mus b getting prettier n prettier./

spa tmr

2005-08-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

haiix.tmr gt chem spaa.n i haven studied yet..corrs i was busy doin my curve sketching tut.so engrossed i was tt i missed de first 15 mins of superstar..!argh..my sis fergot bout it too.haiix.so i missed derricks singing..n heyys.y did leon get de chance to sing?realise v few pple gt de chance to tok..so ke lian..jus go dere pose pose abit.haiix..didnt even help leon speak la.

alrite..squash..haiix..nowadaex go training alwayx nt in de mood..n skills lyk deteoriorate le..haiix.shant think much bout it..n long time nv run..haiix.stamina drop.ran 2.4 ytd.after playing squash w paul.haix.deproved.n i had stitch.oh well..

thot bout couples todae..well..jus how do u noe which guy to sae yes to..haiix.i think de looks r rather impt to mi lehhs..n oso..de height.i wouldnt wanta choose a guy tts shorter than mi.we'll jus look weird tog la.n i dun want to b de one whu shares de shoulders..oh well..i think tall guys w character n broad shoulders will b gud..bud haiix.back to de one as to whu to choose..haiix..norn de ones tt u lyk r nt de ones whu lyk u..n those whom u lyk n u feel mit lyk u too..wunt tell u..haiix..den those whom u dunt lyk will tell u dey lyk u..haix.when r u gna find sumone whus fer u n u fer him..?i used to tell guys nt to b afraid..to confess to de person whom dey like..bud oh well.i realise its wrong..i feel tt a gal would feel scared n would want to avoid de guy whu confessed but yet she has no feelings fer..haiix.so in de end..de guy n de gal will feel awkward..oh well most pple la..so oh well..guys n gals shld trust their feelings..n well..i wouldnt want a bf whus my klassmate..i jus find it weird.bud well..mos relationships start frm being frens..den close frens..n dey move on..bud well..i jus find it weird n disapproving..well..n i think de age gap bet de couple shldnt b too large..i realli wunder how a mature guy tog w an immature gal w a different mindset will b like..oh yeah..n i wud prefer guys frm mixed schs..jus find dem more normal n yeah.less of a mcp..oh well..

to sum it up.i'll end up being a nun.shall join sh..in her nuns association.spa-ing now./

2005-08-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

Todae was a nice dae.first of all.we had de ocip meeting.mi n oli sup to meet up 2 run at de track b4 tt bud we were apparently too lazy..so yeah..didn’t run again.fer..so many daex.alrite..we plaed police n thief at de netball court..n rules apply.we had to step on de line..so alrite..it was shining brightly..when de game ended..everyone was sweating lots.n oli fell.too bad I didn’t witness her falling..if nt ill haf a gud luff..okiex..after tt we gt into our grp n discussed bout de games we r gna plae over dere..loads to plan..it’ll definitely b super interesting manx..n de temp is lyk 10 at nite…!19 in de dae..!so COOL man yeah..gna die of coolness dere man..in de end I realize we onli haf 11 teaching daex..n 10 daex w/o sch.whoa when it gets split up..de daex we r gg 2 spend dere really seems little..alrite.

After tt I went fer pw..we managed to combine our own portion of wr tog..cj had a hard time doin it manx.bud nevertheless..it was done..!n we managed to plae bridge..n hmm..had new drink – no more root beer~..n well..cj gt one level up fer maple..so well..it was eventful..lols..n mi n deb plaed lotsa diff card games..gt fishing..memory..speed..blackjack..2 pple bridge..2 pple daidee..yeah..knowledge of card games is really powerful yeah..

Okies..so after tt..i went to meet paul.js.mich at orchard..initially wanted to go pepper hse bud its jAp.so js was totally against it..so we settled fer dinner at billy bombers..yeah nt really v nice..oh well..hahahs..everytime we meet..we’ll jus go sumwhere expensive la..hahas.de next gathering will prob b on…js bdae..?alrite..so van didn’t join us..corrs her tuition ended rather late..oh well..so we jus sat..ate..talked..den walked arnd..n I wanted to write a letter to Billy to tell him tt his managers attitude towards de staff is bad..oh well..alrite..den when I was gg home..got outta buS..den saw tis fat cockroach on de floor..jus walking/running arnd..den de plump lady in front of mi wasn’t looking at de floor..so piAed-..de cockroach was squashed by her la..YUCK.it was disgusting la..saw de dead body..flat~..yeah..mus keep in mind always to look at de floor when walking.i dunt wanta dirty my shoes la..

Oh..i lyk guys whu will well..gif wae to gals when dey pass by one another..dere jus aint any sweet gentlemen in aj lor.haiix.oh well..n ive decided to go fer a hair cut on mon..argh..hope it wont b disastrous..intend to cut my fringe..n my hair..cut by a lot..much much shorter,,,bud aiyah..my hair’s curly wirly..so it sucks.its nt nice..i yearn fer straight nat hair.prob sumdae ill go curl my hair.yeah..when im older..alrite..hopefully my hair will turn out nice.

Gg temple tmr.after which go c Brandon..haiix.nid do EoM..it sucks.sat jus went by liddat.in a flash.n oh..apparently song guang noes candyce sis..so im trying to get xiwen to get tix frm him..if nt can oso get sh to ask..yeah.den i'll go c kelly..bud it would be mUCH mUCH betta if junyang was de one performing.oh well..nvm..i bet de 24 contestants will b dere..i wanta c junyang..leON..chanel.yeah tts it./

thurs blog

2005-08-18T19:00:00.000-07:00

well..todae is a thurs..so here i m to blog again..alwayx feel happea when sch ends on a thur.

had training ytd.bud wasnt in de squashing mood.guess alot of us were pretty off form ytd..well..fer mi..i guess all de boredom started early when we had to go mph fer council investiture..haix.y so unfair..tt our klass has to b in de mph??i would lyk to watch it more LIVE in de aud la.lyk mph..jus looking at a screen onli la..no atmosphere..summore once in jc life lehhs.

haiix.so squash was spent w v low spirits.oh..n rachel is in squash le..my strokes ytd suck la..esp my backhand boas.couldnt do a single one la..haix..dun understand y im able to do all my forehand onex bud nt de backhands.hhaiiixx..think deres smth wrong w my left brain or smth.playing w feli tmr after sch.well..hope it'll b a nice dae fer mi tmr so i'll b able to plae betta n improve too.its been a long time since i ran realli lots.haix.so mit b meeting gin fer run b4 gg sch on sat..i dun wnat my stamina to drop.

den sat..after running.go sch fer ocip.den go pwing.den meet de rest fer dinner.qys nt gg again.haiix.dno wassup.dunt feel lyk asking y too.sick of asking..

hmm..ytds superstar was nt bad..n i jus d/led lots songs..lyk junyangs..kellys..yeah gud..n oh..junyang was realli nice looking ytd yeah.clad in white..nice..lyk bai ma wang zhi..n he sings well..even w de sore throat.oh well..hes realli charming yeah..

n i saw de gud looking yj guy whom i learnt tennis w..always will c him at de busstop opp kfc..den ytd he jus alighted opp our sch..met his frenz...den go sch tog..hahas..i deduced.niwaex..he saw mi..n well..yeah i think he recognises mi..haiix.de coach dun wanta sms mi n sh nimore..hahas.he still owes mi one lesson..bud aiyah..cnnt plae squash n tennis tog de la..will make mi luan.niwaex..squash is cool..u can hit hard w/o niding to control ur strength..

okiees..so basically..all tis sums up my two daex..lotsa was based on ytds events corrs thurs is realli a super boring dae.n tmr..well..shld b dinner-ing w feli at...pizzahut?nt sure yet.niwhere is gud ba.

alrite..hopefully tmr will b a betta dae./

blogging on a tuesdae

2005-08-16T14:38:00.000-07:00

Hahas.time now..2.38..it is such a remarkable dae corrs it marks de start of my early tues life..i managed even to go get my contacts at bishan n make it back b4 2.30..oli saed tt I onli blogged on thurs..yeah I guess its true..its de onli wkdae whereby I can cum back home early..bud frm now on..sine guys training is on tues..n gals on wed..i’ll b home early every tues..!tt’ll b great..gifs mi sum time 2 blog..go online..n prob do sum hw..wed will b gud since squash ends earlier..bud de sucky thing is alice teo.she’ll b dere..!ah.as long as I dunt step on her toes.nth will happen..

Alrite..starting frm laz wk..didn’t go fer sat run..hahs..onli barry n sihui went.i promised sihui tt’ll I go tis wk..bud too bad..im gg fer ocip meeting.alrite..it may b gud to skip sat run..bud nt so often la.bud mos of my ocip meetings will fall on a sat le.oh well..

So sundae..plaed squash w zq.Alvin n xf.taught dem.oh well..xf broke sum metal barrier near de ceiling..so in de end..de ball flew out of tt space lyk 5-6 times..n I lost one ball.alrite..sup 2 plae until 4..bud we cont all de wae till 5.15..hahas.cheated de sports complex of a few bucks.hmm.luckily no alarm.

Okies.i guess im too obvius in my blog..so much so tt pple actually noes how I feel bt tis.bud actually it aint too obvious la.oh well.its qt a nice feeling..bud sumtimes it jus gets kinda awkward.nvm..

Aileen is really cute la.almost everydae will c her at de busstop..too bad shes nt in de ocip thing..haix.qt nice at first..when I saw her at de briefing..oh well..booches r interesting..okies..so ytd.we had out ocip 2nd meeting..it was qt okie la.plaed whacko..den gt grp discussions n plaed sum other games..one involved poker..hahas..deb mus b getting interested now..alrite..bud its jus tapping of cards..according to ascending order n shapes.so it was pretty interesting la..involves a lot of pple n teamwk n coordinations..oh well..i think tis ocip will b a fun n interesting one la..will enjoy gd company lyk oli.js.shiwei.cali.ailin.lucia etc..yeah..hope it’ll b fun over at Thailand n during de camp too.so cool..looking ferward..

yeah deb's latest entry is interesting..farnie./

felicia

2005-08-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

okies.knew more bout felicias feeling ytd..which is smth gudn pretty cool..at least i noe bout how she felt bout de things arnd us n wad we c..n qt surprising tt it started since such a long time ago..oh well..great minds think alike..

noe i've gotta do smth bout thai economy..bud no idea wad to do..argh researching sucks.

n im squashing tmr.haix.dunt feel lyk it.summore im supposed to teach.argh..teaching sucks too./

gg out w pauline

2005-08-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

okiex..so ytd..de six of us eventually didnt meet corrs jiex couldnt make it..so alrite..mi n paul went on a date instead..so we gt to town..gaf her her bdae prez..yeah n i think she lyks it..ok cool..

so we walked arnd..den decided to catch a movie..okiees.so we watched de island..well..dere was much publicity fer tt show..so i reckon tt it'll b a gud one..so okies.so we gt popcorn n drinks..den 2 hrs 15 mins went by..de movie was a gud one la..yeah..worth de money..lotsa running in de show..n i realli cnnt imagine if deres realli such stuff happening in another part or de world..it'll b dreadful manx..hahas.n i onli wanted to pee towards de end of de movie..so yeah..it was an enjoyable movie..except tt de ice lemon tea taste kinda weird..

alrite..so after tt..we went walking arnd again..okies.in de end..we went to get de pink ripcurl bag..den after tt..jus took 132 which was realli near pacific plaza..so okies.had dinner..den home..den superstar.superstar ytd wasnt v entertaining..de guys didnt realli sing well..n as fer de gals todae..xin hui is gud..n silver's voice is ...

okies.so it was nice meeting up wif pauline again..we had loads to tok bout..n its jus so great tt we live so near to each other..every time wanta go her hse can jus go dere..oh well..yeah.

onli 7? wks to promos..haix.gna be dead./

my long ardous wk

2005-08-09T16:46:00.000-07:00

Whoa..de last wk passed by really fast..my 5 daex of hols r about to end soon..n yet..it went past luk de blink of an eye..

Oh well..fri..ponned astro..to haf dinner w my siSS…excluding de eldest one..went big-O at wheelock..nv eaten in dere b4..so well..de food dere was qt ok la..nt really v nice..bud nvm..since it’s a treat..i dunt mind anything..okie..bud de dessert was really nice…de mud-pies..had lurve bug n dark side..de dark side was fab..super chocolatety..n yeah..shld I go to tt place again..it’ll b to haf de mud-pies onli..okiex den b4 tt..we had de oral presentation wkshop..well..it was ok la.guess im still nt prepared to gaif all these slideshows as I wunt b relaxed n yeah..at ease..

Okiex..den sat..running again..improved again..oh gud..yeah..now all those whu always turn up fer de run one will haf gd stamina..n well..after de run..i went to meet my sis den went to do PW at charles’ hse..oh well..pw..its always de same..always will b mi deb n charles slacking away..den cj typing n playing bridge at de same time..well..bud at least we did make sum minor contributions..yeah..really minor ones..okiez..so time passed fast..w all de bridge playing..n we were de pioneer batch of peeps to listen to charles’ shine..LolS..it was an interesting song..bud well..i dunt lyk de style..sounds kinda aaron kwok.okiex..so when pw ended..we jus allocated tasks to everyone la..well except fer cj..whu had done so much..

Alrite..so sat went past liddat..sundae..woke up really early..7.15 or smth..haix..these daex nv had a chance to wake up late..so mi n my 2nd sis went to meet de 4th to go to johore tog..oh well..de first two malls were reaallli kinda boring fer mi..until we came to city square..okies..tt place was more lyk Singapore yeah..prob sumdae I’ll jus go onli dere..okies..so we were shopping..den mi n my 4th sis went to get sum slippers at a shop..den my 2nd sis jus told us tt she was gg to sum shop near de lift..so..alrite..we thot we would b able to find her ltr..den mi n my 4th sis jus shopped…n we spent qt sum time doin so..den after tt..we returned to de lift to find my 2nd sis..bud she wasn’t dere…so it was qt horrible..we walked all over de place..trying to find her..since my dear passport was w her..!I cnnt return to sing w/o it la..so we spent 15 mins..after which we stopped finding..n hps r of no use..since we didn’t apply fer auto-roaming..argh..so we went to de pay-fone n called my 3rd sis whu was in sing to msg my 2nd sis to meet us at de lift at de 4th level..so okie..we went back up..waited n waited..den my 4th sis went off alone to call my sis again..so I was dere alone..in a foreign land..waiting patiently..wif no means of returning to sing..haix..den my 4th sis returned n waited w mi again..finally..my 2nd sis came..n she saed tt she didn’t even try looking fer us at all..n was puzzled when my 3rd sis tried calling her..haix.tts de prob of nt being able to contact one another..de next time I go msia..i’ll b sure to follow her arnd..if nt take along my own passport..
Okiees den mon came..de eve of nat dae..woke up late.so didn’t meet gin..den had picnic at aj square..corrs it rained n de field was wet..so ok..think we had too much food.den it rained again..so we sook shelter at de extended canteen..attempted to plae bridge bud de tcher didn’t allow..haix..so it was super boring..after which de whole thing ended..den I plaed bridge..went oli hse fer a while..den returned to aj..fer de overseas cip briefing..

So okie..it shld b more or less cfmed tt we’ll b gg dere frm de 27th nov to 18 dec..21 long daess..!21 daex w/o any squash trainings n w/o any running..!!think I’ll die when I return..argh..i dunt wanta lag behind..n summore..we’ll b having selections in jan I suppose..i hope to get chosen..at least b de reserve la..bud haix..21 daex w/o practice will make my skills deteoriorate..!haix..i really dunt want tt to happen..okie..so de 2 hrs of meeting was spent w introductions n splitting into grps to discuss our expectations..okies..think everyone shld b qt friendly n approachable..looking ferward to working w one another..alrite..den im supposed to go look up info on thai’s economy..oMg.no idea wad to find exactly..haix.

Okie.after de meetin..i wnet to meet xw n sh in town..we spent lyk wad..6 hrs tog..getting prez fer lester n Pauline..so alrite..in de end..i got a roxy bag fer paul n we gt an adidas polo t fer lester..den well.nice to meet up w dem..bud I was feeling tired..haix.kept yawning..

Den todae..supposed to gp fer 4.4 outing at ecp..bud im tired..n lotsa things to do at home..which till now..i’ve onli completed one..haix..hoped dey had fun..well..de next time we’ll meet again will b on tchers dae bahhs..yeah.den will b gg back and seC.

Todae’s nat dae..which happens to b ttp’s bdae I think..yeah happea bade ttp..!de best tcher on earth yeah..

Okie.so lyk I saed..de 5 daex of hols will pass by jus lyk tt..tmr I’ll b meeting paul first..in town again..den shop arnd..den go meet de rest at heartland mall..haix..tis kinda place..well cant help it..since its hard to get qy out..so shall accommodate her..so jus hope tt tmr she wunt b v quiet n yeah..jus tok to us la..i really dunt understand y dere jus seem to b a gap bet her n all of us now..is she trying to isolate herself or smth..well..haix..nt sure..

N well..recently found one more pri sch mate in aj..hahas..hanting..long lost pri shc mate..whu transferred to cat high..well..didn’t really notice tt he was in aj until gin pointed him out to mi..yeah..n he saes tt he found mi familiar since de start of orient 2..lols..its oredi aug now..n now den I found out hes in aj..

Oh yeah..n mabel’s frem Rachel wants to join squash..hmm I dunt think its fair fer her to join now..well..after all..we went thru de trials..n dere were so many pple whu gt trailed la..if she had wanted to join..she shld haf came fer de trial earlier..n nt now..so oh well..glad tt thad..bambang r nt supportive of her joining too..n well..dere r now currently 9 gals in squash la..oredi so many..how can dere b space fer one more..unless shes really gud..lyk betta than sihui or smth..if nt I dunt c de pt y she shld b allowed to join la..

Hmm okies..im really tired of life in sing..haix.so much worries..so many expectations..so many wants..so much stress..i want to live a simple life..sumwhere in de countryside..where u haf ur own cottage..or hut..or wadeva..plant ur own food..rear ur own animals..everydae jus listen to de peace n quiet all arnd u..breathe in de fresh air frm de beautiful flowers arnd u..yeah..tts de simple life tt I want./

tues till now

2005-08-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

haix.life sucks.

tues..squash training..coach called mi up first to do personal drills..did backhand drives w him..hand realli aching lots.n well..gt to know my weakness, which is getting too close to de ball..so de ball will tend to cross court..bud well..its qt gd la..personal training..guess it helps.bud after de whole thing..i wantd to vomit la..ate too much food when we went nyp fer lunch..well..went dere wif eugene..oli.zm.deb.bh..we gossiped abit.bud in case i get accused again..NO..we didnt discuss bout stupid luv affairs..n well..next wks squash will b split le..i shld b gg on wed bahhx..den rush home watch superstar..n oh..ittimhapimiersshuaqfleehnewp..

Okiex..this few daex haf been qt depressing fer mi..first of all..had de friendly match against nj ytd..haix..i was de first to plae..n tis time..i gt de capt again..haix..always so qiao..zhong de capt.alrite..de capt was a cute n farnie gal la..yun ru..den a bit boochy kind..bud yeah..shes really friendly n interesting..kinda attracted to de boochy kinda pple nowadaex..dey r cool manz..bud niwaex..i wasn’t in de rite mood to plae ytd..de match started off okie..lost de first set..11-15..haix..so near yeah..so coach told mi tt I’ve gotta follow de ball..haix..i jus wasn’t alert ytd la..den okie..felt tt my sec set was betta..at least I managed to predict sum shots well..lyk she hitting it hard den I run back faster..n den she gt a lot of balls out al..which gaf mi free pts lor..so our gap was pretty close..lyk until 13-13..den aiyah..it became 14-13 fer her n den 15-13..haix..so near n yet so far..could haf won de bahhs..bud haix..next time..i shall try to beat her yeah..so yeah..was disappointed in myself..bud ok la..at least I improved abit fer de 2nd set..bud aiyah..i didn’t plae as well as I did when we played against jj la..haix..n next next wed yj will b cuming over fer a friendly..ok cool.bud ok la..im glad to b able to plae w yunru..shes really cute..

N oh..im in fer de overseas cip thing at nAn..oh well..oli too..hmm nt really prepared fer it lehhs..nt sure if deep in my heart, I really wanta go anot..n well..yeah..im afraid I might regret or smth..well..hope nt..bud I’ll miss wks of trainings..n it’ll b drastic fer mi manx..haix..prob y I signed up could b due to de influence of zq..lyk him signing up fer his sch’s overseas cip too..haix..i betta nt haf regrets..well..bud im sure gg to Thailand will b qt interesting la..it’ll b my first time taking a plane ride la..ohno..i so swa ku liddat..oh well..n my bdae will b spent dere..interesting..

Okiex..n todae was a bad dae fer mi..thurs usually suck.first thing in de morn..i gt accused..was asked bout a gossip session ytd which apparently didn’t take place at all..please..get ur facts rite b4 pointing fingers..n well..i didn’t gossip bout anything regarding tt matter ytd..all I did was ask de rest wad dey were toking bout…den laughed..den related it to de rest of my tablematex..n well..whu started all tis Bermuda triangle thing..?it was YX..NT MI..oh please..wad de hell la..if he didn’t sae tis to de rest..how would de rest spread to mi..n result in mi spreading to de rest..?oh my god..n tis as a result gt mi accused of gossiping..n if u didn’t do smth bad in de first place..u wouldn’t invite gossips..love is all bout two pple..bud y did it get so many pple involved..?reflect pls..y did u hafto ask pple fer opinions when u oredi haf an ans as to wad u want in ur heart?y break other pples’ hearts?

Oh yeah…n I think I suck too..yeah..i shld do a self reflection too..y do I suck so much..i hate myself..y do I alwayx tend to c de bad side of pple instead of their gud pts..i hate plsksticepnfrmr. Ilsdmsannoredissecoa. I wanta go back. Haix.all de more I ought to go to nan..change myself..get away frm everything.life is sucky shit.

oh yeah..happea bdae pauline..!/

summary of laz wk + weijian

2005-08-01T18:36:00.000-07:00

alrite..laz wk went past damn fast manx..first of all..jjc came fer squash friendly on fridae..lols..dey had so many many pple la..summore all big size one..nt lky our guys..mostly dwarves..niwaex..their no. was lyk so damn big lor..den lyk nt enuff space fer dem liddat.den i was supposed to plae first..n summore against hy bt i chickened out n told thaddeus tt i've plaed against her b4..so yep.he pushed shumin's name ferward la..so i ended up playing w eunice..whus de capt..den yeah..mus sae tt she's nt bad larh..alwayx cnnt take her drops de la..bud nevertheless..hy is still much betta than her la..ok..so i won her..yeah..honourable...oh well..if i were realli to plae against hy arh..den i wouldnt b v confident of winning..dunt wanta lose to her twice..okie..maebe de next time i meet her again..i'll b brave enuff la..ok..den de gals fare qt okie la..mi sihui feli n caryn won..so in de end gals 4-4..n guys..v gud la..we won 5-2..yeah..if we gals train harder arh..prob we'll win dem more la..den after tt helped to referee sum games lyk mabel's..damn kuku la..n damn lousy at refereeing..aiyah..next time dunt wanta referee le..hahas..so in de end jx took over..n summore i had to leave le..so okie..too bad..ke xi to leave early..didnt manage to stay fer de whole thing..haix..okie..cant wait fer nj to cum..it'll b realli challenging man to plae w dem..bud hopefully we wont lose alot..hope we gals can buck up n try to win as many as possible..

okies..so after tt..i rushed home..bathe..den rushed out again to meet oli to go superstar party..!whoa..we managed to get into de club larh..so yeah so cool..first time go club..but its okie la..nt many smokers..onli saw one..den okie..oli's cousin managed to help us bk seats on de dance floor which is rite in frnt of de stage..so yeah..we were so damn close to de stage..okie..den de 8 finalists came out le..COOl..weijian is realli cute manx.n i think kelly's chio..n i lyk junyang too..hope either weijian or junyang will actually win this whole thing..den lols..yeah..weijian waved to mi..hahas..gee hes realli CUte.well..oli took lotsa photos but she has yet to upload dem..sum r realli nice la..

okie..den sat..went running at mac..den told dem i was gg to c weijian..n argh..qt pai seh..de idea of chasing after fans n gg fer sum events sound rather childish n disgusting to mi..bud well..dere shld awayz b a first time fer everything..guess i wunt b turning up fer alot of such events nimore..bud realli dunt understand y gals would lurve to chase fans so much la..well..diff mentality yeah.okie niwaex..got to de signing part le larh..den jason toked to mi..lols..asked mi wheder i went sch..since i was actUally wearing AJ pe tEE!oh god..pai seh lehhs..turn up fer sum events w a AJ PEE T..i betta nt c myself in tis wk's superstar la..nt ven de one hwere i was in de club.will b damn paiseh de larh..den well..shaked hands w kelly n weijian..bud aiyah...dey r jus normal humna beings..so yeap.realli hope to haf a chance to go to those music schs bud de prob is..no money larh..den de whole thing ended le..den all de crazy gals ran into paragon.im glad i walked..den mi n oli went to de escalator n dey jus gang qiao came up too lor..de superstars i mean..den got a bunch of cray pple wemt running after dem liddat..den oli rched otu to lyk shake weijians hand again la..aiyoh..so okie..den de crowd of pple whu came running up de escalator was simply huge la..den dey ran up level 2 n crazy gals la..running n screaming man..nuts man..alrite..so yeah..my first time chasing stars experience.oh well..but i went fer yanzi signature session b4 too..but dere weren't many mad gals arnd..

okies..den after tt..i was abit tired la..so we walked abit..den went home..den 6+..i wnet paul's hse fer a short while..loLS..no more internet time la..so after tt we went to swensen's to meet de rest lo.all came except qy la..den we were saying tt she lyk change le lorh..lyk tt time mi paul n her went bugis.den she cool cool de la..den lyk not super excited at seeing us when we haven't met fer qt long lor..so well..de rest still haven change la..still v nice n friendly n yeah..fun..okie..so it was a real delightful meal man..we had loads to talk bout la..n yeah..lotsa laughter n joy..n van saes she wanta b an air stewardess..lolS..tt was farnie la..bud okie la..qt cool la..so time whizzed past fast..yeah esp when u haf fun..so okie..b4 we knew it..it was 9 le lorh..yeah so nice to b able to meet dem again..well..i think tt de 6 of us r qt similar la..well..we r de sporty kind la..well except pauline la..bud we r jus those kind whu wunt lyk flirty gals..n yeah..we wouldnt mind if our calves r big or anithing..lOLS.tt was taken frm priscilla..well..we r jus sort of diff frm my clique here in aj la..

oh well..den we'll meeting up again on de 10th..sort of to cel pauline's bdae too.alrite..getting broke again..n tmr's lester bdae..we shld b getting a prez fer him sooN.okies...n now js is de pres of band..oh well..i hope she wunt get too stressed up n take it upon herself to do alot of things..bud okie la..deb is de new vp so yeap..js can relax..

okie..life's so busy yet again..cnnt wait fer de nat dae hols to cum bud im sure it'll b super filled de la..i dunt wanta go fer wad astro camp la..it'll b a damn waste of time de lorh..nid to complete all my hw n hopefully..mug..okie..listening to weijian's piano now..gosh it rocks.

in search of my prince charming..w de nice voice./

kelly

2005-07-28T21:35:00.000-07:00

n hmm..jus watched superstar..think kelly rocKS..shes de best contestant todae..she sang real well mann...cnnt wait fer results to b released ltr..all de best to weiJIAN n kelly yeah/

thurs

2005-07-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

im gG to C WEIJIAN tmr le!!!realli excited bout it..argh...wanta take photo w him..hes real cute yeah..n i jus d/l his version of chu ci zhi wai n pIANO..

tis is yet another long wk..haf lotsa things to do..n i've yet to complete dem..haix..

okiex..tmr jj's cuming..finally..!wanta plae against hongyue again..bud i hope i wunt get thrashed man..niwaex..squash these daex..dunt realli get to plae much la..so few courts..so mnay pple..den onli one coach..hmm..den ytd andrew n michael came..hahas..michael is cute..n super gentlemanly i think.n his squash skills r gud..hes so nice tt diana wants to marry him..hmm..he'll grow up to b a nice n sweet boy..

okiex..so tmr will b qt busy..after sch..go get ic frm sis..return to sch to clean de courts..den jj cum..den go oli hse bathe..den go party c WEIJIAn..den return to olis hse get my stuff prob..den go home..yeah weijian..!

i keep listening to weijians version of piano now..yeah cool..his voice rocks..n i jus saw tis website tt claims tt dumbledore is nt dead yet..yeah it makes sense man..oLI: go read!! www.dumbledoreisnotdead.com..

oh..den i realise tt alot of de superstar contestants haf music backgrnd..as in dey go fer music lessons..i wnat too...!budden arh..v ex la..if nt i'll go smth called music clinic..yeah..find sum ka zi to sponsor mi..loLS..

i think weijians realli cute..hmm..when will i find my mr prince charming.../

busy wk in sch

2005-07-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

haix.realised tis wk de onli dae i can go back early again is thurs...3.35..haix..sianz..lifes jus so busy..laz sat..went running in morn..pathetic la..onli 4 frm aj..n tts onli mi feli sihui n cj..haix..coach was describing to us how he ate monkey brains la..super gross n cruel manz.so while i was running..i saw tis monkey trying to climb a tree bud fell down n nearly rolled near mi..so i was pretty scared n dere was a passer-by whu saw my scared look..lols..den went to haf prata again w sihui..after tt..i went off to meet paul n qy at bugis..so we walked arnd n arnd 4 nice sling bags..bud aiyah..dunt wanta get those kind at bugis village again..had sum time b4 i went off on a date w oli..so we went orchard..walked arnd..den i saw olinda..but oh well..wasnt too interested in c-ing her..so jus walked past her lo.okie..den rushed off to meet oli at suntec.wah realli rushed la..so okie..by de time i gt dere..all de superstars had finished performing le larh..aiyah..okie..so we were at de 20 bucks stand dere..den saw feli..den she n her fren sneaked into de 40 buckx area..so ok lor..mi n oli gt in too..yeah..so in de end..we were at de front of de 4o buckx area le..well..de whole thing was qt boring la..bud ah sun..fan fan was qt interesting..den de most interesting part was junjie la..his voice is damn gud man..so okie..thru-out de whole ting..oli was jus videoing camming mos of de pple..alrite.so we left when gigi was performing...

hmm den sun...haix.had pw at charles' hse..we wanted to meet at 11.40 bud ended up meetin at 12 la..den even had to walk to charles hse by ourselves n suffer frm de rain..argh..so we were wet when we rched his hse..okies..den de whole pw meeting was qt ___..shit i fegot de word to use..we printed lotsa research all fer de sake of putting dem into de eMPtY resource file..den we plaed lotsa bridge too..n we gt lotsa nice songs- mi n deB..yeah..i gt PIANO!!!!den i listened to piano all de wae frm woodlands to my hse lehhs..repeated de track..bud aiyah mine was van fans version...i luRve derricks version la..hes super cute..n o0li has gt tis tix fer sum superstar party..yeah im gg w her..!mus c derrick..mus take pic w him..!!so im gg to borrow my sis ic n pretend i look lyk her n im 19.hmm...

whoa i simply lurve listening to piano larh...it rocks..n its alwayz palying in my mind now..n hmm...went ferr de overseas cip interview todae..de interviewer asked mi loads bout being de vice pres fer choir la..argh it sucks man..bud basically..tis interview is definitely much betta than de dumb astro one..okie..so i hope i'll get chosen...

jj cuming soon..!exciting..n njs cuming next wed..cool..stay tuned yeah..to channel U wed 8.30 pm SUPERstARs...all de bests to weijian..!/

fridae is de laz dae of de wk

2005-07-22T22:15:00.000-07:00

todaes de laz dae of de wk..so prob im happier..well..guess i'll stop pms-ing le...okiex..so i'll b happier..n no chocs eaten yeah..

okiez..todae..school passed by qt fast bahhs..was trying to finish harry potter in sch..bud i failed..cors i couldnt conc..when we keep having to move frm place to place..so well..i finished de bk when i returned home after astro...!oh mY..i dunt realli lyk de ending..dumbledore..feeling rather sad...since i've developed feelings fer de bk..lOLs..gna read bk 3, 4 n 5 these daex...oh well..n y does it hafto end at bk 7??haix..deres still lotsa mysteries at de end of bk 6..lyk de horcruxes etc..whoa so interesting...cant wait fer bk 7 to cum..!

okiess..so was talking bout todae..after sch mi n feli went squashing lor..dunt realli feel lyk squashing tho.so well..plaed abit..den read abit of harry.bud couldnt realli conc yet again..so went to plae tennis w pak.lols..we were qt lousy la..hahax..squashers cnnt plae tennis manz.de ball will jus fly..so yupps..dunt lyk it when we hafto control our strength..so ok.in de end derric took back his rac so i had to use sum smelly rac frm de sch.argh..it stinks..jus lyk dose squash racs in de cupboard.except tt i think dey smell abit betta la.alrite..so plaed le..den derric n celine joined us fer a game..squashers vs tennis-ers..plaed doubles..plaed onli 2 games la..bud yeah..of cors..we de squashers lost de two games..hahas.den i had to leave le larh..astro is starting..so aiyah..so sao xing..went off to astro..budden astro hasnt even started la..sianz..could haf plaed more tennis la..so mi n feli went to astro..den saw one astro qt nerdy looking gal.dunt noe de name..bud jus dunt lyk her..so we siamed her n hurriedly rushed up to LT 3..b4 she noes de venue..lols..v mean la..apparently we noe tt she doesnt noe de venue bud yet we didnt tell her...loLS..argh..mean..

okiex..actually didnt want to go running de..budden i've decided to change my mind..so im gg runnign tmr.!cors i wanta go eat prata w de rest la..den after eating..go meet paul first..den meet qy..den shop..den go home..den maebe try to do hw..den sun..maebe meeting jy etc fer squash since hes actually joining squash..okiex..den after tt..will go meet deb cj charles fer pW..lotsa to do..faster do den go home..!yeah.den prob d cycle cont whereby i try to do my hw again..yeah.waiting fer de next wkend to cum..bud i noe it'll b filled w running..squash w alvin..n hw yet again./

sch sucks

2005-07-21T19:21:00.000-07:00

haix.been in bad moods these daex..so i get pissed off at v minor things too.. sorrie to frenz arnd mi..i think i've been rather rude to my frenz recently..well..sums nt on purpose so yeah..sorrie..prob to gin...yep..etc..school's keeping mi busy n harry potter too...haix..deres so many things pissing mi...lyk noeing whus de half blood prince even b4 i've reached tt part of de bk.haix.it sucks man.tts no fun in reading de bk now...wtH.i hate it when de hopes jus dashed liddat.n todae..we had de phy spa..it sucks too man.i gn get less than 4 tis time la..every1 had set up their experiment le..n dere i was..pathetis..nt being to set it up..finally i had to consult mr neo n okie..marks jus deducted liddat..den dere were 3 anomalous readings...de first 3 looked gud la..den de last three of realli drawn..would produce a curve le...haix.so i had to cheat n draw 3 nice points..haix..nt too sure wheder it'll b correct tho.bud haix.heck it.n when i was gg home..all de 3 buses tt i took were so noisy la..de first one had sum teenagers talking loudly at de back of de bus...den de sec had sum family n a kid..n de last one had sum stupid mayflower pri kids whu were apparently shouting into a hp which had no loudspeaker..oh my..nowadaex pple r so damn rude man..all talking so loudly la..aint considerate at all..

n squash..jjs cuming next fri le..yeah..tts smth to look ferward too..den pt..haix..everytime i run..my legs will b v painful la..den ytd.after sprinting fer de first rnd..den 2nd round..i couldnt take it animore la..de pain was realli excruciating la..spread frm my thighs of both legs down to de ankle...den dey went numb la..so i couldnt run de third run le larh..bud okie..i managed to recover n do de blk 11 pt..

okie.life currently sucks..my hate-list is growing each dae..n dere r jus so many reasons tt bring about tis..haix...n alwayz related to de same type of pple..haix..oh..n i'll b meeting qy tis sat.yeah..loLS..gg bugis again..n prob dere's sum prata outing w squashers yeah./

saturdae

2005-07-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

dere wasnt any sat run todae.bud yet.i had to wake up early..!went squashing in sch.tired.legs aching..den went to get wanqi's prez.didnt noe wad to get so yep.perlini's de best sol..after which..we went to visit von at de hos.shes down w dengue..poor thing..it would suck if i were to stay in de hos fer so long..summore..alone..n wif nth to do.haix.den..we went to meet wanqi.at bugis..den walk arnd n arnd..m tired.n i dunt realli feel v well..guess im realli tired..

went kboxing ytd..well..didnt get de normal feeling tt i gt frm all my prev kbox sessions..prob cors i didnt sing it w paul..well..den its lyk super ex la..think de person lyk cheating our money la..den summore..still sae tt deres 40 persent off la.wth.den...went fer dinner w shuhui..lols..she thinks tt i look lyk de china gal too.bud didnt want to tell mi cors she dunt wanta hurt my feeling.hahas.so considerate.nt lyk olI.lOLs..n she told mi tt dere r 7 pple in de world whu will look lyk ourself one..so hahas..its jus tt i've found 1..6 more to go yea.so next time i'll b prepared when i find sumone whu looks lyk mi.

okiex.haix..i think tt lurve affairs shld nt invovle too many pple..it gets realli irritating when so many many pple gets involved in it..unwillingly.so yep.if anibudi has any lurve affairs to settle.pls dunt approach mi.unless if its nt too complicating.

n oh yeah.deres alot of things tt i dislike.i hate it when pple repeats smth too many times.esp to attract attention.i hate pple whu talk loudly.i hate it when pple behaves in a wae tt i dunt lyk to c.i hate it when pple toy wif other ppl'es feelings.i hate it when pple gif another person hopewhen pple dunt lyk tt person.i hate it when pple flirts.or unknowingly flirts.i hate desperados.i hate yucky pple. so many things tt i dunt like.im getting sick..bud oh well.im a high D person.i ought to b direct.i shld nt keep my thoughts to myself.so yep.i guess i shld b feeling betta now yeah.

gna go temple tmr.den..i'll go to my sis hse to c brandon.argh.n i thot i could stay at home la.oh..n my table in klass 20 is a table of clever peeps yeah.since i topped maths.den gin topped phy..den delf topped gp..lols..n feli missed by 1 percent to top phy too..n oli missed by prob 1 percent too to top chem..lOlS.n oh no..n i realised alot of pple haf actually started mugging fer promos le larh.so yupps..to keep up my standard or do betta fer maths..i mus start miugging soon..!guess i'll cont to take phy bahhs.bud jus noe tt i wunt do well in it.hope to cont to get an E or smth yeah./

cuming home early

2005-07-14T18:18:00.000-07:00

todae i finally reached home much much earlier than prev daex.n i onli gt home at lyk..4.30 la..argh.niwaex had a nice nap jus now.realli felt so super tired manx.cnnt wait till sat to cum..den i can try to wake up abit later..no sat run..!cheers..bud shld b gg back sch plae wif feli..

hhaasx.plaed tennis fer inter-hse ytd..lolS.haix.as usual.gt thrashed..by lynn.0-6..niwaex its cool n hounourable to b able to plae wif her la..she has gud powerful strokes manz..so well..i gt aced super lots times..bud on de other hand..i dunt realli lyk her alot la..shes super hostile la..we neva even toked la..at least my prev match wif helena was a friendly one..den her attitude sucks la..plae w mi wif tt 'no kick' look on her face..hmm..shall conc on squash.lyk pak saes..tennis pple can plae squash..bud squash pple cnnt plae tennis..yupps..its true.

den after tennis..i went back to squash training..did sum mini pt tt involves transferring balls frm rac to rac.well..finally did sum court run la..bud aiyah..tt pt made everyone's butt ache la..think its trying to convert our butt fats to muscles la..hahas.den i stayed to plae w feli n cj..was playing cj..den my calves realli hurt le..well..shant exercise these few daex.until sat bahhs.think im suffering frm fatigue.exhuasted manx..bud well..think my forehand strokes realli getting betta.bud my back hand sucks.cant do backhand boas too.argh..

n i wnet fer astro exco interview ytd.screwed up..simply made a fool out of myself.bud okie la.i dunt care fer it as much as i care fer squash..

alrite..came home early yet i didnt do anithing productive la.perhaps do sum hw ltr./

squash n looking alike

2005-07-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

argh.now more n more pple think tt i look lyk tt chopped up china woman la..first of all..had pe ytd..den mei jie came up to min had a serious look on her face la..den suddenly..she was lyk saying i think u look lyk...den b4 she can finish her sentence..i cont it fer her la..de woman whu died..OMG..den todae de whole klass noes le larh..n de squash pple too.argh..ew...im terrified..finally understands how wei lun feels..to b mistaken as benjamin...bud argh..at least..he's mistaken fer a living person..i look lyk a dead person..!tts horrifying manx.

argh.den ytd pe hmm was okie.slack.ran two rnds at first.warm up..den wanted to plae tennis..bud tcher dunt allow.hes afraid his balls will b lost.since we aint tennis players..so well..gna bring my own balls if nt i shall get sq court keys frm sihui den can plae..so in de end..mi n gin went to run 4 rnds la..supposed to follow dbola n urge her one..bud in de end..we jus ran la.den after tt went gym..slack arnd..n pe's over..!

den todaes afternoon pe..haix.it jus sucks.wore blur fbt fer pe..n tts nt allowed..n i dunt even noe..apparently i think its onli ok fer first 3 mths la..well..so oli n delf wore st nicks shorts..so we were punished.yuck.ran 2.4 km..supposed to cum back wif a passing grade..budden aiyah..de tcher didnt even time at all la..wadeva.after running..den did 20 each: situps, dips, push ups...of cors..i cheated fer situps bud at least i realli did sum..den after tt..pe jus ended le larh..no time fer games at all..so total.ran 8 rnds fer PE.

wah den squash..at first jus did all de usual stuff la..den games...den pT..horrible..at first coach saes mus run 5 by 400...argh..tt jus simply sucks.so we jus gaf lotsa excuses..crapped lots.so in de end coach let us off.made us run 2.4 km.argh..my sec 2.4 in a dae..so okiex..de floor was wet la.den when i started running.my rite shoelace came off lor.haix.bud i ignored it la n cont running...so okie.its realli nice to run at nite la.nt hot one..den u cnnt c much..so okie.in de end..i gt 13.26 mins.yeah.improved by 1 min since napfa..hahahs.im glad.been wanting to time myself fer my 2.4 km fer a long time la..so okiex.everyone's great..!all managed to cum back in lyk 15+ mins bahhs.realli gud.yeah.den next yr squash can top de track events le..oh yarh...den i think sihui helps to motivate mi to run..everytime be it macritchie or 2.4km..i'll always c her in front..den will try to catch up w her..yupps..shes a gd runner..n a gd squash player manx.gud tt shes our capt.

okiex.tmr's inter-hse tennis games..!vs lynn's hse..!n her hse has her...n two other tennis female players..so wadeva it is..i'll sure lose de larh..den its lyk think kenrick will win..den doubles no idea.prob will..so okiex..depends on de rest to win..!since i haf a feeling i'll b playing against whoa..lynn..bud nvm.i lyk challenges.since i've oredi lost once to helena.i sure will noe how to take defeats.yeah..

den asked zhengquan bout de overseas cip thing..well..apparently dey dunt haf inerviews de larh..so gud..den sought his advice n went to look up on nAN..well..didnt find much..n hmm..dere was tis link on nan shopping..hahas.nth tt interests mi.yeah.its v xiang xia.oh well.tts nt de main thing of de trip la.aiyah i think im a selfish person.de main reason y im gg dere will prob b tt i wanta change myself.hmm.okiex..i would simply lurve sum overseas trip where i can go hiking..trekking...!tt would b totally cool.oh yeah.n to sum it up.i ran a total of 14 tracks on de track todae.n 6 rnd ytd.im crazy.super../

tennis..!

2005-07-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

i went to plae tennis todae...!yeah.realli lurve it manz.lurve serving.lurves de sound of de ball hitting against de racquet.lurves running on de court..lurves nt being obstructed by any wall.whee...

okiex.went wif gin feli oli n yx.at sys condo.den yeah.gin has improved le...great..n feli is gud too..sy too..nice serves..so overrall..it was a super cool dae.when de sky threatened to rain n all.plaed 2 hr 15 mins!so great..misses all de daex when i plaed tennis yeah.

okiex...so cant wait fer inter-hse tennis..loLS..third n fourth placing..hmm..i nv want to guess de outcome.oh well..n now im thinking wheder to pon astro on fridae nort.haix.betta gif myself more time to think bout it..

n well..gin told mi todae tt dere's onli 12 wks left to promos.oH MY GOD..bud oh well..once promos over..i get to rest abit again..yeah.i want a break.a loONG break.away frm stress.away frm everything.b wif new pple..b alonE/

running n astro

2005-07-09T14:46:00.000-07:00

so well..de astro camp was cancelled...budden ytd mi n feli went fer astro la..den its lyk..whoa..dey want to gif astro a new look liddat..wants pple to change their opinions of astro..so its lyk we had to brainstorm fer ideas as to lyk wad r de goals astro shld haf n make sum rules etc...den we alwayz tok bout de astro fiesta thing liddat la..so well..in de end..everyone present had to vote fer de exco thing..well..i think jun rong realli realli wnata b de pres..well..okie..it doesnt matter to mi niwaex.since its jus astro..so well..in de end..those whu attended astro fiesta had to pay 18 bucks..n fer those whu didnt go..i think dey'll hafto pay 38 bucks lor..poor thing manz.luckily we went..

okiex.den went fer running todae..its 4.8 km todae..happea todae...was de fastest female runner todae..yea..i beat my old timing ..yeah..kept telling myself tt de onli person i hafto beat is myself...tis time rnd..my timing is 28.23 mins...yeah realli happea manx..tis means tt my 2.4 km will b arnd 14 mins 11 secs...yeah..i wanta run 2.4 km at de track again..wanta c how much i've improved...!oh well..bud i guess i mus lyk run lyk thrice or twice a wk to maintain my stamina...bud well.im lazy.oh..den saw nydb at macritchie.saw lotsa pple too..in de bus..saw hk gg to sch..den macritchie..so many andersonians db pple in ny mahhs.so sae lester.kannan.sg.jh.yupps..

den well..i signed up fer de overseas cip trip to thailand le...so cooll..guess we nid to pay onli 200+ bucks each onli..budden 100+ pple signed up n dey r choosing onli 35 larh..so chances r kinda slim..well..den dere'll b an iterview..argh.will hafto ask zq wad qns dey will norm ask to pick pple fer de trip la..well..its realli interesting de larh..den its lyk..dere'll b a high chance i'll change after gg fer de trip.so yea.cant wait.n if i go..my bdae will b celebrated in thailand..cool manz..bud its lyk well..wad if i dunt get selected..?so yeah..i'll hafto perform well fer de interview...ans their qns well..okiex.n dey wanta look at de ct scores too la..lolS.n now my chem is 54 le..argh...i nid 0.2 marks more to get 55 larh..sianz..den it'll b a c le..realli dun want anithing lousier than a c la..

okiex.tennis tmr!!prob leonard n kenrick joining too...cool..i lurve to plae wif pros.im a hidh D person..gt 4 Ds in de recent personality test.well..i used to b an I person..den changed le..oh well..D suits mi more.n well..jj mit b cuming to aj fer a freindly next next wed.cool.interestign to haf games again./

inter-hse

2005-07-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

hahahs ytd we had de inter-hse tennis games..cool manz..my first time playing an official tennis match.well..n i was playing singles while gin had doubles wif...leonard..den aiyah..i was playing against a j2 gal frm tenniS..argh..bud nevertheless..i think i did qt okie la.managed to do my serves etc...budden i didnt realli noe how to control at first..den ball kept gg out la..bud as we cont..yeah..i managed to try to control le..den well...i lost 0-6..first to reach 6 wins..well..my first game was de best i guess...got 40-game..haix.i shld haf tried harder...den at least i'll win one set..den well..at least i think dere was one ball which i hit wif a speed faster than usual..den she couldnt hit it..bud well...dere were so so many balls tt i couldnt hit instead..hahahs..den my opponent was winning 3-0 le..den i wanted a break..so i asked my opponent wheder i can haf a break anot.lolS..i dun noe de rules la..bud hmm...its realli fun playing tennis la..den deres currently 11 gals in tennis now..argh looking fer 4 more pple...haix.realli feel lyk joining bud well..cant la..hafto conc on squash..den well...kenrick lost too...to derric.so yeah.at least im nt de onli loser.bud hmm..so puma lost to panther...den leonard n gin won.yeah cool.leonard's gud..hahahs..den gin hahahs..farnie plae by her..interesting..dere was once when she threw de racquet out..loLS..tt would b moz maluating.luckily nt many pple arnd la..den i think dere'll b a 3rd n fourth pacing games on next wed.argh i dun wanta lose..i wanta win..n i wnat puma to b 3rd nt fourth..so well...so b playing tennis wif 20/05 peeps tis sun..yeah.

den well..went town ytd after tennis...sort of rushed dere...den watched int d w aquila at ps..well..de movie was qt okie la..farnie lor...bud nt so nice to de xtent tt i'll wanta watch it again..den lolS...alvin saed tt aj is de onli sch whu hasnt paid fer de astro fiesta..lOLS arh..aj is so poor n lousy...onli few 100 bucks mahhs..den supposed to haf de astro camp frm tmr till sun de..bud dey jus cancelled it....aiyoh..den well..nice la..being w aquila again..den alvin passed mi a cd of alll those photos taken at de camp.saw de butter hill..whoa.looks slippery..den gt gin on de slope..looking lyk shes gonna fall..den dere's felis kuku face..having de toilet paper wrapped arnd her..hmm..too bad i missed de games on de sec dae..den alvin wanta learn squash nowadaex..so well..we mit b meeting up again hmm..next next sat...teach dem how to plae sq..hahahs..plaed squash todae again.in sch.wearing sch u.den mi feli cj were super ham la..scared tt we would get caught by tchers...den well..i think my swing is betta le..stronger..den sumtimes im able to catch those balls tt hit de glass pane den bounce...budden i can onli catch those forehand ones la..if its backhand den i dun think i'll b able to do it le la..

gt back results todae.lols...nt v gud la...my chem was qt lousy..gt a D..53 percent..den hmm...econs arh...gt 56 i think...C..haix.i wnat betta results fer econs.i wnat A...!den matsh..yeah i lurve maths..i gt de highest in klass.loLS..it doesnt happen often..well..gt 75...den hmm..nt sure when we'll b getting back phy..hopefully i'll do well...bud doin well will make mi nt want to drop phy le.haix.den gp.haix..im sure it'll b bad de..

okiex.cnnt wait fer more tennis...next fri kbox/

inter hse games

2005-07-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

tmr de inter hse games will start le..n im taking part in...tennis n squash..oh well...so excited..dun think 'll get to plae fer sq..n niwaex i dun wanta plae..since its against weiqi n annabel..ohno..dey r strong yea.so puma shall get guys to plae against dem..bud kinda lao kui if dey lose to de gals.bud niwaex.aint my prob.

den tenniS..oh CooL..long time nv plae le...hands realli super itching...summore my hse gt kenrick..leonard..n two other guys..den guess mi n gin cfm playing..den its lyk we get to plae either singles or doubles..den gins playing doubles...argh..too bad fer mi...im playing singles..alone..argh..bud nvm.since its been such a long time since i've played tennis..i'll sure b lousier one..den i will lian lei my partner..so oh well..den aiyah.tmr tennis starts at 4.30...n im supposed to meet alvin n folks at arnd 6pm..argh.will b late la.n i'll b wearing sch u.ew.n its after tennis.so i'll stink.argh horrible...

okiex...training todae wasnt too gud fer mi..had lotsa bad shots.argh..den at first mi yuqin barry n cj were playing king...den wah..everyone super crazy la..esp barry...too high le..den wah..i find tt his skills has improved alot...realli super lots.his swing is damn gud.so strong manx.no wonder he broke his string la...hahahx.when will it b my turn to b strong?to haf de correct n nice swing?argh..den todae barry gt hit by mi..luckily it was qt soft la..den next is cj..hahahas.he gt hit at de ermms...jaw?den ohno..think its qt painful or smth...hit his two front teeth..den yuqin gt hit on de leg..hahahs...den lastly i hit caryn..was trying to do a forehand boas den she was near mi..so ouch.i hit her.so welll..bad dae todae..den well..no pt todae!coach was supposed to treat us to 7!! earthquakes...bud nahhs..he sure go back on his word one la..yeah.free earthquakes manz...

okiex.so tis few daex will b filled w inter hse stuff den fri dere will b an astro cam,p.tis time in sch.so it wunt b fun..will borrow sq court key frm sihui den yeah..we'll head down to de courts on fri/sat nite to plae..yeah!den well..i wnata run my 2.4 km..wanta c how fast i can run now..den alwayz wnated to go run..budden pai seh...

oh well...gud luck to puma tmr...gud luck to those whu will b playing fer sq...gud luck to mi n gin fer tennis too...hope i getto plae..realli misses it.n hope i dun suck at it./

yotuh dae

2005-07-04T17:30:00.000-07:00

went squashing todae.well..prob its my prob.if nt its de court.y do i seem to haf becum lousier?well..hahas.i guess its de courts.nt bouncy at all.well..de morn started out great.it was cool n breezy outside.yet i had to wake up early to plae sq.haix.

oh well..was playing sq..den a large moth jus flew in larh.rude manz..to interrupt my game.so we gt qt terrified n xw went to get de person to let us change out court..argh.bud she didnt.so she came into de court n used Cjs haahhs racquet to chase de moth away.nt too sure if de rac n de moth gt into contact nt..hahas..sorrie cj.

den sid vin n jy came le..so we had two courts le..plaed w vin.haix.de more i plae.de more depressing i get.nvm..den saw cj tee n chinhwee..den plaed w cj at court 1.oh wow..de wall is so much bouncier than court 4 n 5..so yeah.i gt happea n my strength was back.had sum awesum serves..n cj's forehand was gud too..hafto train trying to hit those super fast n loud booming shots..well..sum of dem will b having their matches soon at 6-7 ..hahhs..den mine n kexin will b tmr.argh.i noe i wunt get upgraded de larh..summore playing wad.f-grade pple..when pak saes we r still far frm F..argH.shall try my best.train in sch tmr first..

well...dere r so so many moths arnd these daex.so horrible.everydae i jus cum home in fear.dere was once i wnet home..den went to de kitchen..den saw suming moving.n oh my..dere were one small cockroach.nt too small larh..den one small lizard..n dere was a small moth.well..de moth part was easy..i jus shooed it n it went out of de window..den de lizard was stoning la.trying nt to move.afraid of being seen by mi i guess.den de cockroach was moving arnd slowly.in de end i haf to summon my courage to spray insecticide n whack de cockroach.den i left it dere fer my mum to return frm wk n dispose of it.argh.i hate insects.

schs starting tmr.whoa.suddenly feel excited once again.i wnat my results.bud i noe it'll all suck.niwaex.onli 10 more daex to kboxing!been listening to so many mp3 these daex/

shopping

2005-07-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

my tagboard is now so polluted..n its so small larh..i dunt noe how to resize it larh..argh..so a blog-idiot..

supposed to get jy's n chris' prez todae..bud mi n xw werent qt in de mood..guess too much energy was spent on de exams..so well..in de end we decided to gif em vouchers...chris a kino one..since she lurves manga n comics...den jy..wanted to get adidas gift vouchers since he wanted dno wad tracking shirt..bud aiyah..even vouchers get out of stock?!..horrible..so we jus decided to gif him cash larh..haix.tt saves all de hassle..bud well..on de other hand..it aint v sincere..bud nvm.shall try harder next yr.

well..as usual..saw smth tt i lyk in town..tis time..its a ripcurl bag..well..was thinking n thinking wheder to get it anot..den i decided on getting it.bud xw n sh sort of persuaded mi nt to get it..so oh well..i noe its prob nt worth it..so in de end..i persuaded myself nt to geddit..oh well..no regrets yet.

well..saw claire sihui jul n karen in town todae.n saw pz n ym at amk stat.apparently dey went town too.bud well..didnt meet dem..n okie..pz wants an ex-20.05 outing..hahahas.den it'll b de same old pple again.hahas.maebe haf one when wanqi's bdae is approaching.oh well.yea.friendship is jus so impt.

n well..starting sch on tues.argh tt sucks.n we haf sq.argh so long nv plae le.dun feel lyk having training..n wed..will b ponning training.go watch int d wif aquila.guess it'll b qt awkward when everyone meets up.hope alvin can crap loads.niwaex.nt sure wad excuse to gif lee lao shi yet.argh.

okies.im tired of life.tired tired..cnnt wait to go kbox..n to gin.cors i couldnt tag on her tagboard..dun b so sad.but i realli hope ur mum will gif u more freedom..yupps..be happea/

long time nv blogged le

2005-07-02T17:50:00.000-07:00

its realli been a long time since i've blogged...using de new internet plan now...whoa..cool..so happea..niwaex..life's realli busy..de happea thing is tt exams r finally over..yeah..it'll b months b4 de new one cum..so yupps..i'll get to enjoy a few mths..yeah.

gg shopping tmr..den mon meet up wif 4/4..yeah..again another mahjong session at yms hse..

niwaex..saw herman ytd..well..its amazing how fast pple can stop been in contact wif one another..in de past..we could chat so much online..den now...stop le..so scared tt all friendship will cum to a stop..will i ferget all those frenz tt i made in my entire life?its jus so diff to keep in contact wif everyone..everydae..we jus make more n more frenz..haix..

n well..toking bout lurve now..when will we noe whus our mr rite..n lurve..its supposed to bring happiness..bud y r dere so m,any pple being hurt in de process..n de worst thing is..when two pple fall in lurve n dey noe it..n yet dey cnnt b tog..de guy claims he cnnt bring happiness to tt gal.its crap lo.letting go of her n denying ur lurve will her will obli make her sad..she can onli get happiness if shes wif u..haix..poor gal..haix.

well..next mons a hol..great.bud tues is de start of sch.oh yuck/

laz dae of sq com 2

2005-06-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

Gunawan has left fer states le..so well..our pw grp is officially down to onli 4 pple..argh..bud well..dun think it makes much of a diff..alrite..so todae 20.05 went to send gunawan off..well..onli 11 went..haahs..his gg off makes mi feel lyk gg off to another country too..den I can c de no. of close frenz that I haf n tt will cum n send mi off..n well..gg off to another country sounds cool..away frm everythng..peace..n finding new frenz..oh well..bt de start will sure b a bad one..when u r frenless..bt oh well..at least steven has his siblings fer companionship..

Okiez.went fer sq match laz nite..sadly..I lost again..happy thing is..I nid nt go fer any more matches n can try conc on my studies..bud well..my opponent wasn’t v gud..I could haf done betta..oh well..shall train hard after mid yr..n well..I gt 11 pts tis time..yeah an improvement.

Okiez..2 more daex to mid yr!n im left wif phy..maths shldnt b a prob..den econs..hopefully ill b okie..chemistry..well..im used to getting a2 fer it..so now prob a B or wadeva..phy is de laz thing I would lyk to b tested on..it simply jus sucks..oh well..onli 5 more daex..!n exams will b over!oh yeah/

i miss 4/4 loads!

2005-06-23T15:27:00.000-07:00

Listening to yong yuan bu shuo zai jian now..haix..in life..dere r so many gudbyes we hafto sae..how I wish time will jus freeze during all de happea moments of life.schs starting soon.haix.back to aj..back to 20/05..well..I much prefer de hols.bud niwaex 4th jul is another hol..yeah.

Been so many daex since I’ve blogged.cant believe tt im such a mugger..been able to mug since sun..n de furthest place ive been to since Sunday is And sec..

Went back dere todae wif sh n xw..supposed to get back de cert n leave in ten mins..bud we ended up spending lyk an hr inside..de place has changed again since de laz time I went back..bud well..de feeling is still de same..feeling warm n de strong desire to go back n relive de old times..

Now deres de new blk tts up..so many new things..innovation lab..new library..gym..was at de quad..den as I looked up.I found tt I cant rmb much of de old blks.well..de paradise area is currently de new blk..n dey r gg to tear down de lib and lower sec blk n hall..so de canteen n temporary hall will b at de temp blk..

Well..guess all my deepest memories are at de temp blk..where 3/4 n 4/4 spent 2 great yrs in.. de sec 3 blks haf been torn down..so mi n xw were thinking tt whoa..44 peeps actually managed to squeeze into a small place n tt de field can contain 16 klasses..whoa..can rmb de first time when we went to de new blk..everyone had to carry their own tables n chairs n bks..it was fun bud tiring..n it was pretty cool..staying in a temp klassrm wif aircon.n de place smelled farnie at tt time..how fast time jus passes..

Went walking past all de sec 4 klassrms..saw 4/4..de corner where we alwayz plae bridge..n we were alwayz getting caught fer bringing food back to klass n having to haf de aircon shut down fer wks.de cupboard full of all those pink dolphin bottles..lurves 4/4 loads..

Alrite..guess its not qt de correct time to think bout 4/4 now..since its exam time..bud I wonder how de other 4/4 peeps r doin n wheder dey miss 4/4 toO..

Okiez..realli cnnt wait fer tis period to jus end..n thanks to paul fer accompanying mi fer my lunches these daes/

sgcc competitions

2005-06-19T22:24:00.000-07:00

Had de sq games todae..lols..gt trashed manz..plaed against tis 21 yr old gal frm ntu sq team..den she’s minus 5 la..n im +2..so I concluded tt she mus haf grade B2..loLS..grade b2 vs novice..hahahs..de score at de end was 21-5..yeah at least I scored 3 pts..hahahs..dun lyk de court dere..niwaex.will still b gg back dere fer plates next fri nite.whoa interesting.nv take part in plates b4..I’ll b playing against a +2 oso..hopefully she will b quite newbie too..niwaex..de tee-shirt we gt we qt nice..

Niwaex.qt determined to train my sq le larh..saw a lot of pros todae.realised realli..im so super lousy..

Okiex..met paul at de busstop ytd morn when gg macritchie.well..so long nv c her le..hahas.den we decided to haf a get-tog on de fri when mid yr ends.yeah cnnt wait fer tt dae to cum.hate mid yrs to de core..so yupps long time nv c her js n van le..

Okies..den had de 4.8 km run ytd.dammit la..I ran wrong wae…when I was bout to end..was following tt guy nigel or smth..den stitch..super painful..den he suddenly disappeared..so yupps..dey told mi ending was where we started..so I went in instead of gg straight..den ended up lost n trying to find dem..in de end walked past all those artists n tt means past de bridge larh..den thot I saw caryn so I walked faster..den walked out..saw thaddeus running..den hua ming..den I thot dey lyk finished or smth..budden found it weird..so asked huaming..den realised I realli ran de wrong wae..so ran back wif huaming..dammit..den timing was 35.05 mins la..super lousy manz..5 mins slower than laz time lehhs..

Bt aiyah it was a big mistake la..running de wrong path..in de end nigel gt 29 mins..so I guess de latest I take will b 29.30..so yupps..at least I noe myself tt ive made improvements le larh..gud gud..1 min faster than laz time.so de next 4.8 run I shall try cuming back by 28.30 mins.

Studied half of maths le..gud..realised I haven d/l current of electricity.d/l le still muz study.dammit.I hate mid yrs/